After All TBGC
Updated: October 20, 2006
Summer 8: Part D
Are
you finished?
Snapes
eye twitched, but he refused to look up and dignify that question with a response yet
again.
Im
bored. Ive nothing to do and Ive
been locked up here for a month. I want to go
and see Harry. Why couldnt I have stayed
with him? Im sure it would have been
just as safe.
Snape
closed his eyes and took a very deep breath before opening them again, still refusing to
look up.
Are
you even listening to me?
After
he had killed Dumbledore, Snape had wanted a great many things. He had wanted to lock himself away for eternity or,
better yet, blast himself into the nether world and be done with all the sodding mess
hed dealt with his entire life and that wasnt to say that Snape was given to
flights of drama, but hed just killed the only man that he had ever looked up to -
the one man that had protected him and trusted him and believed in him and if there was
one thing that was going to send him over the edge, it might as well be that. However, suicide, no matter how tempting, was not
an option. He had done all that because
Dumbledore wanted to ensure that he would be around to protect Potter, so be around he
must. Not that he had to be happy about it.
Good
gods, but youre boring. Dont you
ever want to do anything besides sit there and read? Youre
worse than Harry. In fact, the two of you
would make a marvelous couple, sitting in chairs and reading all day.
Snape
closed his eyes again and counted to ten. Potter
had not been the only person he was supposed to protect.
There had also been Draco. The
plan had been laid out for him and once the deed had been done, everything else had gone
easily. Take Draco somewhere safe for a few
hours. Go to the Dark Lord, tell him that the
boy escaped from him, accept punishment, and then ask that he be granted a favor for
having killed Dumbledore.
My
lord, I ask that you allow me some respite from that twitchy little rat youve
installed in my home.
Voldemort
had nearly smiled, but it had been a placating, ugly thing.
Pettigrew, my dear Severus? Whatever
has he done?
Nothing,
my lord, I simply value my privacy.
It
was such a little thing to ask for having done such a great task and as Severus had
predicted, it was granted without further question and with Pettigrew gone, he had
retrieved Draco and brought him back to the moderate safety of his home. That was when it had begun.
What
is that smell? It smells like
like dust.
I didnt know dust had a smell. Dear Merlin, this place is filthy! You cant possibly expect me to stay here. Ill choke to death on the air, its
positively rancid.
You
call this food? This bread is like a rock and
what is this
peanut butter? Whats
peanut butter and why would anyone want to eat it? Theres
absolutely no texture whatsoever and its sticking to the roof of my mouth. Dont you have anything palatable?
Youve
got to be kidding me. Im to sleep in
here? It smells like a wet rat and these
sheets are filthy, when was the last time they were washed?
Not to mention the state of that quilt.
Ill freeze to death before the end of the week.
At
Hogwarts and at Malfoy manor, everything had always been taken care of by the house elves. They had cooked dinner, they had cleaned his
quarters, they had made sure that everything was in the most pristine of conditions and
Snape had not, until the very moment Draco walked into his home, realized exactly how
spoiled the boy was.
Maybe
I should redecorate. A little color would
really brighten this place up. Mother was
always changing the color of the walls and I think I remember the spell for it. I think maybe pastel pink or maybe something in a
baby blue
Snape
looked up sharply, just managing to restrain himself from throwing the volume he was
holding at the boy laying sprawled out on his floor. I
will thank you to keep your spells off my walls.
Draco
pouted, I thought you werent listening. Besides,
with your furnishings, Id hardly go pastel. If
anything, Id do a sage green.
You
will do nothing.
Draco
sat up and swiveled so that he was facing Snape. Im
hungry.
Fix
yourself something, then. Theres plenty
to eat in the kitchen.
There
isnt plenty, theres peanut butter, stale biscuits, and some tins in the
cupboard that have been there for so long the labels have worn off. I want food, Snape.
Real food and I want clean clothes, too.
You
have clean clothes.
Draco
glared, No, I have the same clothes Ive been wearing every day for a month,
theyve just been scowered until they turned gray.
At
least Potter had been quiet, in fact, most days when it was just Potter and Severus in the
dungeons, Severus had often forgotten the boy was even there. Come to think of it, Potter really did only get
into trouble when Draco was around. Well, then
and during the school year, but Snape did grudgingly agree that more often than not,
trouble found him, he was just too curious to let it lay.
Furthermore,
I will have you know that my socks have
If
you can not keep your mouth closed for five bloody minutes, I will be forced to lock you
in a closet and leave you there for the remainder of your stay.
Draco
closed his mouth at the sudden outburst and Snape wondered, for the briefest of moments,
if perhaps he had finally succeeded in intimidating the boy into silence. Then Draco
opened his mouth again. How long would
that be?
Snape
took a steadying breath and looked back down at the book, trying to ignore the whining
boy, who had thrown himself onto his back on the floor once again, because he refused to
sit on the dusty, moth-eaten furniture.
This
isnt fair, you have to tell me or Ill simply burst. How much longer do I have endure this
this
hell? Youve been hinting that it
wont be long for the past two weeks. Well,
Ive got news for you, two weeks is a bloody long ti
His
rant was interrupted (thank, god) by a knock on Snapes front door. Severus, open the door this instant!
Oh,
bloody hell, it was Lucius. Standing up, he
took Draco by the arm and dragged him across the small living room to one of the walls
covered in books. Moving several large volumes
aside, he grasped a handle and opened a door to a small coat closet behind.
Draco
looked at him incredulously. I
didnt know this was here!
Snape
scowled, because glaring didnt work on the boy.
There are a great many things you do not know. Now close your mouth and keep quiet.
Without
another word, he closed the door and cast a silencing charm on it before heading towards
the booming sounds of Lucius' knocking. Giving
his robes a quick straighten, he slipped an annoyed expression onto his face (not all that
hard to do, considering) and opened the door. What
the hell are you
He
stopped abruptly as he saw what was standing in front of him. Dark, messy hair, wide, bright green eyes, far too
pale skin, and bony hands sticking out of a too-big jumper.
It was the little whore. What
is this?
Lucius
grinned, I need someone to take care of my pet here for a few days.
The
boys head was tilted towards the ground, but his eyes were staring up at Snape
through his lashes, apprehensive. Really,
Lucius, you have so much fun with him, I cant imagine why you would want to
relinquish custody, even for a short time...
The
grin turned feral and Lucius licked the side of the boys neck. Even after years of abuse the child still flinched
at contact. Lets just say that I
have my hands full taking care of the real thing. Besides,
Severus, you always did say that you preferred a more private setting for your intimate
affairs and you could hardly get more private than your own home. Consider
it a gift.
He had Potter. Potter had been captured and he was at Malfoy Manor, or at least under Lucius care. This was bad. The thought flashed across his mind even as Lucius pressed the boy forward and he took each step with shaky legs, sinking to his knees in front of Severus and keeping his head respectfully bowed. This was ridiculous and yet and yet hed never had such a blatant opportunity to rescue the child from the never-ending nightmare. Not to mention that if he didnt except, it might look suspicious and if he were going to save Potter from whatever fate Lucius had in store, he would need the mans trust. Good god, if he werent careful, his hero complex would rival even Potters. Perhaps the sorting hat was right - he really should have been in Gryffindor.
To
Severus silence, Lucius sighed and crossed his arms over his chest in obvious annoyance.
Oh, fine, Severus, please will you babysit him? I left him Avery for
two weeks and I'm lucky he's still walking.
Very
well, I shall babysit for you.
With
a wicked grin, Lucius nodded and reached forward, ruffling the cringing boys hair,
and pushing him down so that his hands rested on the ratty rug at Severus's feet. Be good for Severus, pet. If I hear that youve misbehaved, Ill
have to punish you.
A
shudder ran down the boys spine, visible even through the heavy jumper. Raising a knowing eyebrow to Snape, he turned
around and left, closing the door firmly behind him. It
was several seconds before Snape could fully comprehend what was going on and when he did,
he said something that would have shocked the whole of Hogwarts, although it garnered no
reaction from the boy at his feet he cursed.
Fuck. Potter was captured.
He had been given the whore to watch after and he had to find somewhere to
put him, somewhere he would be safe. As much
as he would like to go to Hogwarts, he didnt think his reception there would be well
received, no matter who he brought with him. He
also had to find some way to get into Malfoy Manor and save Potter, yet again. Bloody fuck.
Of
course, there was also Draco
oh, yes, Draco was locked in the closet. He flicked his wand behind him, releasing the
silencing charm and unlocking the door.
Draco
felt the wards lift and threw open the door, fully intending to tell Snape exactly what he
thought of the state of that closet - it had not only been dusty, but it had smelled funny
and there been moth eaten coats and Draco was fairly sure that something had started to
crawl up his leg at one point. His rant,
however, was stopped before it even started by the sight of Harry on his hands and knees
in front of Snape. Not that there was anything
sexual about it, Harrys back was achingly straight, his head was tipped down
and
wait a minute.
Draco
stepped closer and Harry lifted his head, looking at Draco with only mild interest. Problem was, that it wasnt Harry. The boy looked a lot like Harry, but the nose
wasnt quite right, the hair was too long, and he was far too skinny and pale. Actually, the longer Draco looked, the less like
Harry this boy appeared, but it was eerie all the same.
Snape,
whats going on?
The
boys head snapped gaze snapped back to the ground, but not before Draco noticed a
flush of pink across his cheeks and that blank stare turning panicked for a moment. Snape, who is this?
Who
indeed. Boy.
At
the sound of Snapes voice the boys head quickly lifted. Though he said nothing, Severus could hear the echo
of the boys hoarse, whispered voice in his ears.
Yes, Master Severus. How can I please you, Master Severus? Hit me harder, Master Severus.
That
wouldnt do. What is your given
name?
The
childs face froze, as it often did when the boy thought there was some new horror or
torture waiting for him. He still didnt
speak.
Your
name, boy. What did your parents call
you?
The
blank face quickly became one of distress and Draco stepped between them, looking at Snape
accusingly. Youre upsetting
him.
Snape
raised an eyebrow. Interesting, he hadnt
thought Dracos feelings for Potter had extended to the point that he would protect
even someone who simply resembled the Gryffindor-Who-Lived-to-Annoy-Snape. Draco, unless he gives me a name, I shall
have to continue to refer to his as Boy.
Draco
crossed his arms over his chest for a moment before turning around and kneeling in front
of the boy, who crawled back a foot, afraid to have someone he didnt know so close
to him. Draco started to lift his hand, but
thought better of it and dropped it back to the floor.
Whats your name?
The
boy looked at Draco, his face returning to its previous, impassiveness. Well, the son did look a great deal like the
father.
Im
Draco Malfoy. As if introduction was the
problem.
At
the name Malfoy, the boys eyes widened in horror and he dropped his head. Despite his silence, the shallow, rapid heaving of
his back betrayed his panic. Severus scowled,
Draco, show him your arm.
Draco
looked back at Severus, clearly annoyed. I
dont see how that would help any
Do
as I say for once and show the boy the underside of your arm.
With
a dramatic sigh, Draco did as instructed and shoved his shirt up, exposing the smooth,
unmarked flesh of his forearm. Death Eaters
had not been the only ones to use the boy, but they had made up the vast majority and
certainly never anyone as young as Draco. The
moment the boy saw Dracos arm, his body relaxed minutely. He shifted, just slightly, so that he was leaning
nearer to Draco than Severus and his glances at the unfamiliar face were no longer
frightened, but apprehensive.
Draco
turned on his former Professor, standing to his full height and wishing it were just a
little taller. It would be much more
intimidating if he didnt have to tilt his head up to look him in the eyes. Whats going on? Who is he and why is he here? What was my father doing here and why wouldnt
you let him see me? He wouldnt have
turned me in. Im his son and
he
You
may be his son, but the Dark Lord is his Master. If
he thought that it would earn him favor, he would have wrapped a bow around you and hand
delivered you to Lord Voldemorts feet long before now.
Thank the gods the Dark Lord doesnt prefer his consorts young and
male.
Snape
felt some satisfaction as Dracos face paled, but not nearly as much as he should
have. He still had to rescue bloody Potter. Take him up to your room and ward the door. If you hear anything suspicious, get on your broom
and fly.
Draco
blanched further, his mouth opening and closing as he tried to form a proper thought. Bu
wha
to where?
Anywhere,
just not here.
He
turned around to leave, but was stopped by Dracos hand on his arm. The boys silver eyes were narrowed.
This is about Harry, isnt it?
Snape
glared down the few inches separating them, but there really was no reason to lie, the
sooner he left, the better. Yes.
Draco
nodded and let go of Snape, stepped back towards the cowering boy all but forgotten on the
floor. Youll save him. It wasnt a question, so Snape did not answer. He strode through his door and closed it behind
him, stopping long enough to set a few well-placed wards before apparating.
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Harry
didnt know how long hed been in the small, six by six room. There wasnt a window and he hadnt been
served any meals. His stomach growled
unhappily at the reminder and he chewed the inside of his mouth, pressing himself further
into the corner.
There
werent any furnishings in the room, just four stone walls and a cold floor that
smelled surprisingly clean. Hed thought
that was weird at first. Dungeons were
supposed to smell bad, like urine or filth, but this one had a neutral, crisp kind of
smell. Of course, it hadnt taken very
long for Harry to figure out why.
Lucius
could use magic to summon a mattress, he could summon bindings and anything else he needed
to torture Harry, but apparently he refused to get even half naked in a room that was less
than sterile. For that alone, Harry almost
wished he had enough liquid left in his system to urinate.
Harry
tried to curl further into himself as footsteps sounded down the hallway. At least Lucius hadnt taken his clothes away. They were little more than rags the clasp on
his robes was broken and his trousers and shirt were missing several buttons but
they were at least something, even if they were only there because Lucius liked to take
them off him.
The
door opened and Harry wished there was enough room to shy away from the towering figure in
the doorway. The other times theyd met,
Harry had known that Lucius was bigger than he was, but while the older man had been
threatening before, Harry had always been armed with his wand and surrounded by adults. Alone, unarmed and in a small dungeon, hed
found that there was more to be afraid of than hed ever realized before. It had only taken one night alone with the man to
make him understand why Draco had always been so terrified of his father.
With
a deep breath, Harry gritted his teeth and forced himself to unwind, standing on unsteady
legs. He would not cower before this man, he
wouldnt. It didnt matter how much
pain Lucius Malfoy offered him, he was not going to let his fear show.
A
wand was held up and Harry nearly flinched, just managing the reign in the instinct and
scowl instead. He couldnt, however,
force himself speak. He didnt trust
himself to. Some hours ago (at least, he was
assuming it was hours) hed tried to sling insults only to have the Cruciatus Curse
flung at him before he could get out the first word. When
hed come out of it, screaming and begging for it to stop, hed vowed not to
open his mouth again.
Light
filled the room and Harry found himself staring at a tall, sallow skinned figure that was
most definitely not Lucius Malfoy. For a
moment, he couldnt think. His jaw went
slack with shock and he stared, gripping the wall behind him to stay standing.
Snape?
Well,
I was fairly certain I would have to carry you out of here, but it looks as if I
didnt give you enough credit.
At
the sound of his voice, visions of Dumbledore, falling from the tower and the sickening
thunk of the body hitting the ground below filled his head.
He stepped forward, intending to attack the man in the doorway, consequences be
damned, but his legs gave out without the support of the wall and he fell down, unable to
hold back the cry of pain as his arse hit the floor.
Snape
stepped forward and Harry scrambled back, cursing his treacherous throat for the whimpers
of pain that escaped with every movement. No,
curse Lucius for being a sick, twisted, perverted bastard who got off on raping boys on
dark, dungeon floors.
Get
away from me!
Snape
stopped and looked behind him at the open door. I dont have time for
this. He took another step forward and
Harrys back hit the wall. Shite.
If
you touch me, Ill bloody kill you, I swear.
It
was an empty threat. Hed said the same
thing to Lucius the second time.
With
a heavy sigh, Severus raised his wand, his mouth open to perform some curse, some new kind
of pain that Harry had yet to experience. Instead,
he was stopped mid-spell by a voice in the doorway.
Well,
well, look who couldnt wait to get his hands on the real thing.
Severus
cursed silently and lowered his wand, turning to face Lucius with a smug smirk on his
lips. I simply had to confirm that what
you had insinuated was the truth. I could
hardly imagine what kind of favor you had garnered that would give you the rights to use
Harry Potter as you pleased before our Lord finished him off.
He
noticed out of the corner of his eye that Harry was trying to stand again, leaning heavily
against the wall. Stupid child, according to
Severuss sources, he had been missing for going on two days and it was quite obvious
that it had not been a kind two days. He
should be conserving his strength.
Lucius
sauntered forward, satisfaction clear in the way his gaze swept over the hunched boy. I caught him.
Severus
raised an eyebrow in surprise, though to be honest, hed expected as much. The official report was that Potter had been
spirited away by Draco, but with the younger Malfoy safe at Snapes home, the options
had been limited. Polyjuice, Potter would have
recognized, but a de-aging potion and a carefully constructed glamour would have been far
less obvious. After all, the physical
resemblance between Lucius and Draco was nearly as great as that of Harry and James.
Lucius
stopped a foot away from Harry, who had finished standing and was shaking badly. Moving quickly, Lucius grabbed Potter by his hair,
fisting the unruly black mess and violently yanking the boy to his knees in front of him,
smiling wickedly at the pained sound Harry made when his knees hit the floor.
Did
you know that hes been having a rather heated relationship with my son? Harry scowled, his hands trying to pry Lucius'
fingers out of his hair. Of course, I
was aware that they were closer than friends, but I hardly expected Harry Potter to fall
in love with my son.
Harry
stilled suddenly and stared forward, unable to breathe.
Severus frowned. Hed known
the boys were intimate, but he would never have gone so far as to confuse lust with love. These were seventeen year old boys, mere children. They hardly knew what love was. At least, that was what he had thought until he had
seen the look on Harrys face.
Regardless
of what the truth may be, Harry fancied himself in love with Draco. Severus forced his expression into one of distain. Id hardly call two boys humping each
others legs love.
With
a positively feral growl, the boy began once again to try and rip himself from Lucius, but
this time the object of his intentions was not escape so much as attacking Severus.
Lucius
chuckled at the display. Now look what
youve done, youve upset the whelp.
Kneeling
down, Lucius pulled Harry so that he was doubled over at the waist with his chest only
inches from the ground and his head bent painfully back.
Harry kept his grip on Lucius' wrists, no longer trying to pry free, and
glared at the man heatedly.
Hes
such a delight, Severus. The noises he
makes
why, I could listen to them for eternity and never grow weary of it. To prove his point, he flicked his wand and the
room echoed with the sounds of Harrys choked screams.
Severus
felt a tug of protectiveness in him. Harry
struggled in earnest now, spurred on by the humiliation.
He lashed out, raking his finger nails over Lucius arms desperately,
trying to bring his feet under him, despite the uselessness of the effort.
The
sounds faded, but didnt go away - they were more whimpers than screams, punctuated
by yelps caught between pain and pleasure. Lucius
lowered himself further, an act that would have looked graceless had it been anyone else
performing it. His mouth rested near
Harrys ear. What do you think,
Harry? Do you think your dear professor enjoys
these sounds as much as I do? Do you think
hell enjoy watching while I take you?
Harry
gave a wordless cry and dug his nails in deeper. Lucius
used his free hand to trail his wand over Harrys shoulder and up his neck, resting
it against the boys dirty hands. A
single word, followed by a surprised hiss of breath and Harry moved his hands away,
dropping them to the floor.
Perhaps
youd rather have him take you, then? Youre
in an
amenable position. Lucius
looked up, all cat like smiles and feline grace as he had always been, his voice purring. What do you think, Severus, dear friend? Youve always said you wondered if the real
thing would be as delicious. I assure you, it
is.
Of
all the things Lucius could have said and done, it wasnt even the worst. Perhaps it was the obscene sound of Harry around
them, coupled with the boys desperate expression as he crouched, nearly prostrated
on the ground. Whatever it was, Severus felt
himself move before he even knew what he was doing.
Lucius
didnt have time to dodge the curse that was aimed at him. A flash of green and the great Lucius Malfoy was
dead, killed by possibly the only person he had ever trusted. As selective as he was, Lucius had trusted no one,
not his wife and certainly not his son, but he had always reserved a place of honor for
his old friend. They had known each other
since high school and surely there could be no secrets between them by now.
Harry
had fallen on his side the moment Lucius' grip had relaxed.
Realizing he was free, he sat up and looked from Lucius dead body to Severus,
standing over them both, his eyes blazing with anger at Harry didnt even know what. His mind raced.
He needed a weapon. His gaze fell on
Lucius' wand, laying only a few feet from him.
Unfortunately,
as fast as his mind may have been working, his body was too sore to keep up. As he dove forward, his hand brushed against the
wand, only to have it yanked away from him, summoned by Severus. He turned around and faced the other man.
Lucius
had caught him by surprise. He had looked like
Draco, but there had been strength and training behind the small frame that had never been
there before and that had given Lucius an advantage that Harry couldnt hope to
match. Afterwards, it had been a matter of
survival. However, faced with Snape, Harry
would rather die than let the man touch him.
Snapes
wand aimed at him and Harry paled. Of course,
hed rather not die all things considered. He
dodged out of the way as a jet of blue light flew at him and stumbled to his feet,
clutching the door jam as nausea rolled over him. He
had to run. Hed suffered worse than this
and still been able to fight back. Voldemort
had used the Cruciatus on him several times that night at the graveyard and hed
gotten away.
Potter,
stand still.
Harry
edged further through the doorway. Like
hell.
Im
not going to hurt you.
Is
that what you told Dumbledore?
Snapes
face went from mildly annoyed to icy cold. Do
not speak about things you know nothing of.
His
pain was pushed into the background by his anger. I
was standing right there, you bloody bastard, I know what happened!
You
know nothing.
Harry
felt his lip trembling and he bit his tongue sharply.
He would not cry in front of Snape. He
wouldnt. How could you do it?! He trusted you.
No one else may have, but he always did!
He trusted you!
Snapes
eyes closed and Harry saw the pain there.
Dont
just stand there, tell me why?!
The
worst part was - Harry knew why. Hed
known the moment Snape leveled his wand at Lucius. Hed
played the night over in his mind a dozen times and it came down to two very simple facts
for him.
One,
Dumbledore had begged. Dumbledore was not the
kind of man to beg. He had faced down
Voldemort in the Ministry without flinching. Hed
told Harry that death was but the next great adventure.
If there was one thing that Dumbledore would not beg for, it was his own
life.
Two,
Dumbledore trusted Snape. He still wasnt
sure why, but he did know that Dumbledore did not bestow his trust lightly and he had
never been so utterly wrong before. Which led
to the inevitable realization that maybe he hadnt been wrong either.
In
the end, though, Harry hadnt wanted to believe it, because he didnt want to
think that Dumbledore would abandon him like that, with no warning. When Snape killed Lucius
well, that just
synched it, didnt it? Snape was still
protecting him like hed always been and Dumbledore had been right to trust him, but
that meant that Dumbledore had abandoned him and that Harry couldnt take.
If
something should happen to me, I ask that you return to your aunt and uncle until you come
of age.
No
amount of biting his tongue was going to keep the tears back anymore. They slid down his cheeks and Harry slid to the
floor on his knees and bent double, pressing his face into his palms, feeling more lost
than he had even when Sirius had left him.
Severus
watched the boy cry. It would have been easier
to take if it had been accompanied by heart wrenching sobs, but it was silent and the
shuddering of Harrys pack said more about the grief and pain he was suffering than
words could have hoped to.
He
needed to get the boy out of there, because the longer they stayed, the more risk there
was of detection. Certainly Voldemort would
know by now that something had happened to Lucius and it was only a matter of time before
he sent someone. He knew all that, but it felt
wrong interrupting such a private moment.
Potter,
we have to leave.
I
know. The answer was mumbled and it shook with the effort it had taken to get it
out.
Severus
stepped forward and stooped down, taking the boys arms just below the shoulders and
righting him and helping him stand. It would
have been easier with the boy unconscious, but Severus doubted Harry would react well to
having Severuss wand pointed at him again.
As
they made their way down the hall, Snape guiding Harry through the twists and turns of the
mazelike dungeon, they passed several house elves, all staring at them with a mix of awe
and disbelief. After the fifth one, Harry
mumbled something under his breath and Snape stopped.
What?
Harry
looked up, a ghost of a smile on his swollen lips. Theyre
all free now. Hermione will be pleased.
Snape harrumphed noncommittally as they finally made it into the lounge and drew his wand the apparrate them. Hold tight. To his surprise, Harry did.
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