Choices Made TBGC
Completed: December 23, 2005
Pairing: HP/LM; HP/FG; HP/LV
Rated: NC17
Warning: Nasty, raunchy non-con sex, blood-play, and a little something I like to call manipulation
Summary: Harry made his choices, but that's exactly what Lucius was counting on.
Author's Note: Written for AnnePhoenix who inspired me with her Harry/Greyback fic, A Meal Served Raw, and helped to spawn this little ficlet by asking when I'd be writing another Harry/Lucius fic. Happy Holidays, AnnePhoenix.
The One and Only Chapter
Harry had not
returned to Hogwarts his seventh year. Even if
there had been a Hogwarts to return to, he would have chosen to come continue his battle
against Voldemort. As it was, Hogwarts was one
professor and Headmaster short of a full staff. McGonagall
had sent letters to the students and their parents, saying that the school would not be
closing and that any student who wished to return, may.
However, it wasnt a matter of teaching anymore, it was a matter of protection
and Harry doubted that anyone saw it as anything else.
The students
that chose to return were daughters and sons of Aurors and members of the Order, in other
words, students whose parents couldnt protect them on their own. The few times that Harry had come to Hogwarts to
seek advice from McGonagall, the halls had been eerily empty.
Of course, the
eerie effect of the empty school was nothing compared to what had happened at
A week after
the two of them had started staying there, Harry had come for a meeting and had been
floored by the vast difference. Narcissa had
taken it upon herself to clean the place, apparently saying that she refused to live in
filth and that the ancestral home of the Black family deserved to be kept in better
condition. She hadnt finished
everything, by any means, but the entryway sparkled. Flowers
sat on a table near the door, the paintings had been thoroughly refurbished to the best of
Lady Malfoys ability and even the portrait of Sirius mother, though still
covered in a thick white sheet, had stopped shrieking at every sound. Harry could only assume that she was content to
have someone of good breeding in the household.
Having someone
live there full time made it feel like a home and Harry had felt uncomfortable there and
out of place. Narcissa had not taunted him,
though she hadnt said much of anything, in general, but for some reason Harry had
expected the place to rot and mould without Sirius there and instead it was flourishing
under the hand of a cousin he had despised.
Harry had yet
to see Draco, the other boy had the ability to disappear the moment Harry or any of his
friends crossed the threshold, but that was fine with Harry, who didnt want to see
Draco either. If he did, it might remind him
of the night Dumbledore died and Harry had too much to do to spend time grieving.
For the most
part Hermione, Ron and he spent their time at Godrics hollow, hunting down the
Horcux and devising protection spells. One
such spell had been an ingenious charm that Hermione had called Ludonex. The charm had to be placed on an object, Hermione
had chosen a stone called cornelian, because she said it was reported to protect against
evil, and as long the object was in Harrys possession, anyone who tried to kill him
would feel the effects of the attempt themselves. To
ensure that the stone could not be taken from him, should he be captured, she had enlisted
her parents help and they had sealed a very small amount of it into one of his
teeth. It wouldnt kill an attacker, but
they hoped it would confuse him or her long enough for Harry to get away or come up with a
plan.
One by one,
they had hunted down the Horcrux. Dumbledore
had already destroyed Slytherins ring and Harry had destroyed the diary. Slytherins locket had still been missing, but
eventually they had located it
at
For several
weeks they had been pouring through texts, looking for anyone with the initials RAB and
then hunting them down to discover if they were the mysterious procurer of the locket. Theyd been working on it for several weeks
and had eventually gone to
In an effort
to keep the peace, they had gone to her and found her standing in front of an open
wardrobe, a handkerchief pressed over her mouth and nose.
It didnt take long to figure out why. The room had belonged to Sirius bother,
Regulus, and inside the cupboard was what had apparently been his secret stash of snacks,
now rotted and bug ridden from years of neglect.
Narcissa had
rounded on them, This is disgusting, Mr. Lupin, how can you live with this!
Remus had
gawked, unused to being singled out by a woman who preferred to distance herself from
others and speak in hushed tones. Well,
I dont
I mean, that is to say, we dont really come in here that often,
so I just hadnt noticed.
She huffed and
walked up to him, throwing the little piece of white clothe to the floor, Hadnt
noticed? Ive been smelling it for a
month and assumed it was the draperies, you are a werewolf, Mr. Lupin, how could you not
have noticed?
Well, I
mean, it isnt that bad.
Which was the
wrong thing to say, because she stormed past him, proclaiming, If it doesnt
bother you, then you can clean it up.
While the
others had been recovering from the outburst, Hermione had suddenly stooped to pick up the
fallen handkerchief and suddenly let out a very un-Hermione like squeal, Lady
Narcissa!
Harry and Ron
followed her out in the hall, where she was frantically waving the disposed of clothe at
the woman. Narcissa stopped and looked back
scathingly, but Hermione didnt seem to notice, Where did you get this?
Narcissa
looked at it with disdain, That old thing? I
found it in that forsaken room.
Whose is
it? Hermione was practically bouncing on
the balls of her feet, completely oblivious to Narcissas annoyance.
It
belonged to Sirius brother. You can see
the initials for yourself, Regulus Aidan Black.
Harrys
mouth had fallen open. It couldnt
possibly.
They really hadnt thought it would be in the room, but theyd cleaned it out, if only for clues on where he might have hidden it. After several hours of fruitless scouring, they had found the little locket under a false bottom in the bedside table. It was a very muggle means of hiding something, but then perhaps he didnt assume that mudbloods and the like would be looking for it so many years in the future.
It had taken
some work to destroy it, but Hermione and Ron managed it while Harry searched for the next
Horcrux. By now he had noticed that many of
the items that they had found were in places connected to Tom Riddles childhood and
on a whim Harry and Ron had gone to search the orphanage.
It was a very old building, the floor boards creaked whenever someone stepped on
them, but Harrys hunch had paid off. Several
Dark Magic locater spells later, they held in their hands Godrics codpiece. Well, Harry held it in his hand; Ron refused to
touch it on the off chance that Voldemort might have actually worn it at some point.
That left only
one and Voldemort would be mortal, killable and Harry would have his revenge for his
parents and his godfather and his fucking life up to that point. He could be normal.
He could date Ginny. He could have sex
with Ginny.
So, late one
night, while Ron and Hermione were curled up next to each other, asleep in bed, he had
slipped out the front door and gone off in search of Nagini.
He didnt have much hope of finding her without Voldemort present, but then it
wouldnt matter. Kill her and Voldemort
being on hand would be a matter of convenience.
He did find
her alone, which he assumed was part of his most recent in a series of events brought on
by good luck. Shed been hunting for food
and hed tracked her for several minutes before striking. What he hadnt counted on, however, was that
someone else had been tracking her, a Death Eater sent to watch over his Masters
pet.
Harry didnt
hear the man approaching, but then hed been too busy feeling proud of himself for
having destroyed what he hoped was the last Horcrux. He
only knew that one minute he was smiling down at the limp carcass of a giant snake and the
next he was being hit with a Stupefy.
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One month later
Voldemort
leaned in from behind, putting his lipless mouth next to Harrys ear, whispering just
loud enough for Harry to hear him over the roaring of pain in his ears. Who should I give you too, hm? The elongated fingers stretched out in front of
Harrys sweat covered, dirty face, indicating the crowd of Death Eaters surrounding
them and Harry couldnt fight back a shiver. Who
can I trust to keep my possession safe?
The hand
touched Harrys jaw line in an obscene gesture of reverence, before curling into his
hair and yanking his head back so that he was staring at the men looking down at him
anxiously, expectantly.
Without his
glasses it was hard to see, but he somehow managed to make out the blurry outline of a
figure with long blond hair, standing a little straighter than the rest, a little more
confident. No matter the hate he felt for
Voldemort, there was always a special well of anger inside him reserved only for the
senior Malfoy, for his arrogant expressions and his haughty tones. The man grated on Harrys last nerve and
something in the way that Malfoy wasnt even looking at him said that he was so
fucking sure. Not Malfoy.
Harry had no
reason to believe that Voldemort would do as he said.
In fact, he was fairly certain, even as he said it, that the Dark Lord would do the
opposite, but he couldnt stop the words from coming out of his mouth. The blonde bastard tensed a little and actually
looked at Harry, not through him, and Harry almost smiled, but Voldemort had let go of his
hair at that moment and he didnt have the strength to hold his head up on his own.
Voldemort ran
the hand down Harrys spine and a shiver of pain ran through him. That touch, it was going to drive Harry absolutely
mad with pain, which was why they were there. For
whatever reason, the Dark Lord wanted him kept alive, but leaving Harry in his care was a
death sentence for the boy. Voldemort simply
couldnt keep his hands off his prize and the more time Harry spent in his presence,
under his watch, touched by him, the weaker he became and it was only going to be a matter
of days before his body and mind gave out.
Not
Lucius. Are you sure, love?
Harry hated
that, too. He hated the sickly sweet sarcasm
dripping from Voldemort when he called him pet-names.
It made him want to tear off his own skin. Not
Malfoy.
Voldemort
stood and surveyed the remaining members. Well
then, I suppose Ill have to give you to... Fenrir.
Im putting a great trust in you, I want the boy alive and... moderately
coherent when I come for him next. Dont
disappoint me.
Harry froze,
his eyes focused on the floor bellow him. Fuck,
he hadnt known Greyback was an option.
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Harry didnt
want to be grateful, he really didnt, but he just couldnt bloody well help it. After spending he-didnt-even-know how long
chained by his ankle to Greybacks bed, he would have been thankful if Voldemort
himself had come to take Harry back into service. Greybacks
touch did not put Harry in agony, it didnt drain him of his strength and make it
difficult for him to remember to breathe, but it did other things. Greybacks mere presence made Harry shake
uncontrollably. When he got near and Harry
could smell him, it made him nauseous with the overwhelming memories of everything the man
had done to him, everything he had said, every place he had touched.
The night he
had been handed over, Harry had been weak and not entirely lucid. Voldemort had said goodbye to him the hard way, but
despite having been in and out of consciousness, he clearly
remembered being laid out on the bed, having his tattered robes stripped from him, a
manacle tightened around his ankle, and a nose sniffing him all over, from his toes to his
neck, a tongue had lapped at his throat before a voice whispered obscene things about the
way he tasted. Things that left no doubt that
it was Greyback lying over him.
You
taste delicious, little hero, I cant wait to sink my teeth into your flesh. Lick. I want to rip your skin off. Lick. I
want to taste your blood in my throat. Despite
those words however, Greyback had yet to actually bite Harry, although he did taste his
blood as often as he could. The first time hed
fucked Harry raw, he had licked his arse clean afterwards, moaning hot breath against the
tender flesh as he relished in the bitter mix of blood and cum.
That wasnt
even the worst of it. On what he thought of as
his second night there, Greyback had brought some of the younger children into the room to
give them a lesson in dominance. Harry was
used to people watching while he was tortured and raped, but something about the youngest
of them, a small girl with wide blue eyes and a bright yellow bunny clutched in her
trembling hands while Greyback cut patterns into Harrys chest, lecturing on how evil
wizards were, had broken something in him.
Worse, was the
day he had brought Remus in. Harry had heard
Greyback coming, coaxing someone to follow him. Just
through here. Come on, dont be shy. I know how eager you are to prove yourself.
Remus had
stopped short in the doorway when hed seen Harry on the bed. He wasnt covered in blood, because Greyback
had licked that off, but a crisscross of cuts and bruises of all colour littered his body. See, little Remus, I told you I had a
surprise for you. Greyback grinned
maliciously behind Remus and ran a hand down the other werewolfs face. And isnt this a surprise?
The colour
drained from Remus face, and Harry, despite knowing what was coming, couldnt bring
himself to be disgusted. He didnt move
to cover himself. It wouldnt do any
good.
Greyback had
leaned in, staring at Harry over Remus shoulder while he spoke, Isnt he so
pretty, even for a wizard?
Remus seemed
to wake up at this and he turned on Greyback. Harry
couldnt see Remus expression, but Greybacks was full of humour. They stared at each other for nearly a minute
before Remus backed down and started to walk past Greyback to the door. Greyback stopped him.
Now, little Remus, didnt I say this surprise was for you?
Remus
shoulders tensed under the strong hands, but he didnt respond, didnt
look up.
Go on,
have a taste.
No. It was the barest of whispers. Harry had always thought of Remus as strong, if
soft hearted, but next to Greyback, he seemed so small and insignificant. Like a child standing next to his father.
Greybacks
smile turned cold and he put a hand under Remus chin, lifted his head to look in his
eyes. Im not asking, little Remus. If you value your life and the life of that little
witch of yours, youll do as I order.
He said witch
like a curse and Remus flinched. Too much to
lose, and if he didnt wouldnt Harry get it worse, because Greyback would be
very, very angry. In the end, Remus
capitulated. He got on the bed and did what
Greyback told him to, touched Harry where he was supposed to, licked blood off his chest,
and even managed to whisper apologies in Harrys ear.
It was worse than when the children had watched, but better than when Greyback took
him, because he could be strong for Remus. For
Remus he could bite back the screams and pleas. For
Remus, he could close his eyes and pretend that it wasnt forced, that it wasnt
eating him up inside, at least for a moment.
Greyback didnt
invite Remus again, but he invited others. A
twelve-year-old boy who had been so shaken by the mere idea, that hed wet himself,
but had gone through with it anyway. A girl
Harrys own age, whod been gleeful at the prospect. Harry didnt even really know how many or how
often. He knew that more than once he woke
with someone fucking him, or with something sticky between his legs that said hed
been fucked.
So, when hed
opened his eyes to find Lucius Malfoy standing over him, looking at his dirty form in
disdain, hed been entirely unable to suppress a whimper. Not Malfoy, not now.
Greyback had only got done with him a half hour ago and his skin was crawling. Lucius had touched Harrys matted hair with a
gloved hand and then rubbed the dirty fingers together, examining the grime. This is what you call taking care of
Voldemorts possession, Fenrir?
Greyback had
stood in the doorway, arms crossed over his chest. I
can do with him as I like, so long as he doesnt die.
Or get
rescued. Lucius wiped his glove on the
comforter. The way you pass him around,
you might as well be advertising his whereabouts.
He wont
be found, Lucius. I assure you that I am very
discreet in who I pass him around to.
Obviously
the Dark Lord does not agree with you, or I wouldnt be here. Lucius didnt lean down, but he caught Harrys
unfocussed eyes and held the gaze, What do you say, Harry. Should I take you with me?
Please. The words were out before he could stop himself,
but he didnt regret them. He couldnt
stay here. He didnt mind dying, he didnt
mind rape, but the mind games were too much. He
was breaking slowly, more every day.
Lucius
smirked, What was that, Harry?
Please? Harry didnt have the energy to feel ashamed
with himself. Hed do it later, when he
wasnt being buggered by werewolves every other hour.
Lucius took
off his cloak and swept it over Harry in a gesture that said the boy was his and Harry
shouldnt have been grateful, but he was. At
least for now.
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When Harry
woke up next, he thought he was dreaming, but it was a nice dream, so he didnt try
to wake himself up. He was lying in a soft bed
and there was light flittering against his eyelids and a breeze that smelled like grass
tickled his nose. With a hefty groan, Harry
clutched at the soft, voluptuous blankets and curled in on himself.
Awake at
last?
Maybe it was a
dream after all, but he suddenly didnt care. It
was water. Greyback had only given him enough
food and drink to keep him alive. Grabbing the
glass, he drank it in large gulps, barely refraining himself from licking the glass when
it was empty. Malfoys chuckle rang in
his ears and he looked over, eyes narrowed suspiciously.
Now, now, youll need to take it slowly, or youll make yourself
sick.
With a flick
of his wand, the glass refilled itself and Harry inhaled half of it before stopping
himself, because his stomach was protesting largely at the sudden fullness. Breathing deeply, he clutched the glass, afraid it
would be taken away at any moment. Malfoy didnt
move to take it, if anything, he seemed to settle into the bed a little more. Youre still unwell, of course, and very
weak. Itll be a good two or three days
before you can be permitted out of bed, but Im sure we can think of something for
you to do until then, yes?
Harry didnt
want to think about what they could do, because the way Malfoy was looking at him told him
exactly what they were going to do, regardless of what he thought. With a smile that was anything but reassuring,
Malfoy stood up and pet Harrys head, ignoring the frightened flinch. Drink and get some more rest. Ill be back in half an hour with lunch,
perhaps tomato bisque.
It wasnt
a question, but it was said with a raised eyebrow, and Harry found himself nodding, too
afraid of what would happen if he didnt respond.
As soon as Malfoy had closed the door, however, Harry put his glass down and began
looking around the room. He had no idea what
game the man was playing at, but it was an elaborate one.
Then again, was there any other sort for a Malfoy?
The room was
opulent, with a high ceiling and a large chandelier hanging from it. The walls were a creamy, off-white and the bed he
was in was made up with pale blue blankets and crisp white linens. Pushing the covers off, Harry suddenly realised
that he was no longer naked, as he had been when hed lost consciousness (or been
cursed or drugged, or some other variation thereof). He
was wearing a long black night shirt that covered him quite modestly and it was soft
cotton, so soft that it made his bruised skin practically sing.
There were two
large windows against one wall, both of which were open wide to allow the afternoon breeze
to blow through the room. With a determined
grunt, Harry moved his stiff legs over the side of the bed and fell on his face on the
ornate rug covering the wood floor. Damn, his
legs were asleep. He moved onto his back and
then touched one tentatively. Hell, they werent
just asleep, they were dead.
After several
minutes of rubbing them furiously, the tingling started to build painfully and he gave a
relieved sigh. The last thing he needed was to
be crippled on top of everything else. Gripping
pieces of furniture for support, he stumbled to the open window and stuck his hand through
it. Well, tried to stick his hand through it. His fingers pressed against a magical barrier that
might as well have been a brick wall and he fell to floor next to the divan, fighting
tears.
He wouldnt
cry, he wouldnt; not when Malfoy could walk in at any moment and see him. But he was. He
couldnt stop the steady flow of tears and eventually gave in to the sobs forcing
their way out of his chest. It seemed like
such a petty thing to cry over. It was just a
window. Hed been raped, beaten,
tortured, starved, and yes hed cried during most of the rapes, and under Cruciatus,
but wasnt that expected? It had never
been like this, though.
The door
opened just another sob racked Harrys body. He
tried to burry himself further into the carpet, ashamed, but a pair of hands gently lifted
his face up and pulled his hands away. Harry
refused to open his eyes as a finger traced the tears down his check. Why ever are you crying? Does something displease you?
It was a game. A stupid game and Harry felt his sadness quickly
being displaced by anger. Growling in
frustration, Harry launched himself at Malfoy, trying to hit him, bite him, hurt
him, but Malfoy deflected him easily and Harry quickly found himself on the floor, his
hands pinned beside his head and the man sitting on top of him.
The blonde man
frowned down at him. Now, Harry, what
brought this on?
Stop it! He couldnt take it. He couldnt take the mock concern written all
over those aristocratic features, like he actually gave a damn. Stop playing with me. If youre going to rape me, then do it. If youre going to torture me, go ahead, but I
wont play your stupid games!
The concern
faltered for only a moment, but before Harry could identify what expression he had let
slip, it was gone, replaced by a placating smile that Harry associated with the way his
Aunt Petunia had looked at Dudley when he was throwing a temper tantrum. Would you rather I sent you back? A pause. To
either of them?
Harrys
heart stopped and he gaped, N... no.
Malfoy let go
of him and Harry forced himself to stay still, suddenly acutely aware that for the first
time in recent memory, he was clean, in very little pain, considering, and decidedly not
thirsty. His stomach growled, reminding him
that was still very hungry, though. Malfoy
leaned down and, before Harry could argue or move away, scooped him up in his arms and
deposited him on the bed, sitting next to him. This
is far more than a simple game, Harry. I have
no intentions of torturing you as my master or that ill-bred werewolf did. As for the issue of rape: eventually, but Id
rather have you strong and willing, not barely able to stand and in hysterics. Harry couldnt breathe. Had he said willing?! He couldnt possibly believe that Harry would
ever be willing for it. Now, I believe I
promised you tomato bisque.
As if
responding to his voice, two trays appeared, both laden with large bowls of sweet smelling
soup and glasses of warm tea. Malfoy took his
tray and set it on his lap, waiting for Harry to do the same. Nervously, Harry reach out and took it, picking it
out of the air with shaking hands and carefully setting on top of his outstretched thighs.
It was a
wonderful soup, though he got down less than half of it before his stomach began to
protest the sudden fullness. After the trays
had vanished, Malfoy made Harry lie down among the large pillows and smothering quilt,
insisting that he needed his rest. Even if he
had wanted to protest, he was suddenly very tired and as much as he wished he could say
that the food had been drugged, he knew that it was simple exhaustion.
When the door
had closed behind Malfoy, Harry looked longingly at the window again, but he was clean and
tired and full and he could literally say that he wouldnt have been able to move to
save his own life.
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Over the next
week, Harry became increasingly confused. Despite
his proclamation that first day, Malfoy, or Lucius as he insisted Harry call him, had not
made a single advance towards him, other than remarking how thin he was once or twice a
day. Not only had he not made advances, but he
had been very insistent that Harry be kept clothed, fed, and bathed at all times. The house elves helped him in the bath and though
Lucius had been present on each occasion, he had not looked overly long nor hard at Harrys
naked figure, and he had not moved to help or touch him.
Lucius still
insisted on soups, saying that Harrys palate would be overly sensitive to solid food
after having been starved for so long. Harry
simply refused to ask how long it had been since his capture, he didnt want to know. That morning Harry had eaten a small bowl of
gaspacho soup and been surprised to find a slice of toast on the tray. With a warming smile, Lucius nodded, Were
going to try your hand at something solid and see how you cope. If were lucky, youll be eating real
food soon.
He had to
remind himself that it was all nothing more than a game, a manipulation. What Lucius wanted, Harry couldnt be sure,
but he had to want something and he must think that this (whatever this was) was
the best way to get it. The only problem being
that the longer it went on, the more difficult it became to remind himself that it wasnt
real. There were times, when hed woken
up from particularly bad dreams, that he allowed himself for the barest of moments to wish
it were.
Every so
often, something would happen to remind him that there was more to it, that Lucius must be
planning something. Like on Harrys second day there, he had woken to the windows
being closed and had felt the room closing in on him.
He tried to open them, but they didnt so much as rattle. Hed screamed at the door for what felt like
hours, but no one came. Eventually, hed
curled up on the floor in the corner and closed his eyes, trying to remember how to
breathe. When Lucius had finally come, Harry
had lashed out, yelling and cursing and accusing the man of toying with him. It was the truth, Harry was sure of it, but Lucius
had remained calm and eventually stopped the rant by saying, in a very low, dangerous
voice, I have a very short temper, Harry.
Dont
test it, was left hanging silently between them, but Harry heard it none-the-less
and as much as he wanted Lucius to stop playing with him, he didnt want the abuse to
start again and he didnt want to go back to either Greyback or Voldemort.
Lucius was
sitting on his bed, eating his soup. Each
spoonful was careful and calculated not to spill. Harry
found himself envying the control. Hed
always been something of a messy eater and having to eat on the bed was making it even
more difficult; his tray was spotted with green drops of soup. When they were finished, Lucius had swept his wand
over the mess and the trays had disappeared to the kitchen, where some house elf was
doubtlessly waiting for it.
Harry twisted
his hands in the covers, trying to think of what to say.
These were the moments he hated the most. He
was full and feeling resentfully grateful and if Lucius had made advances towards him he
wasnt entirely sure he would have bothered fending them off. If he was taken care of, did it really matter? It certainly couldnt be worse than anything
that had already been done to him, but Lucius had yet to make a move to even sit too close
to him, let alone touch him inappropriately and that morning was no exception.
The
Ministry are fools.
Harry didnt
respond, but Lucius went on, either not noticing or not caring. And Scrimgeour is a blessing to the Dark
Lord, I can tell you that. If Fudge were still
in office people might have already started arming themselves against the Death Eaters,
getting wand happy every time they even suspected someone of Dark Wizardry, but this new
Minister of Magic, well, everyone feels so safe with him in office. Old war hero, you know. Theyre perfectly content to sit back and let
him take charge of things. Oh, and those false
arrests. Do you know in the past month there
have been five more? They havent caught
a single Death Eater, but as long as the wizarding public at large seems to think so, theyll
read their Prophet thinking theyre being protected.
A month? He knew, logically, that it had to have been over a
month since he was taken, but having it confirmed and in such a flippant manner... Harry
choked on a sob and fought desperately not to start crying.
Lucius looked at him and raised an eyebrow, Whatever is the matter, Harry? Have I said something?
You know
bloody well what you said. Is what Harry
wanted to say, but he also didnt want to risk angering Lucius, so he bent his head
into his hands and shook in a confusing combination of grief and anger.
He didnt
fight when Lucius put arm around him and pulled him close, though he did note that the
hands stayed on his arms and never went lower than his chest. Youre safe here.
And wasnt
he? At least for now? Finally giving in to his need for comfort, Harry
put his arms around Lucius waist and let himself cry into his robes. It might have been false and it might have been a
stupid game, it might be over at any moment, replaced by more torture and more rapes, but
at least for now he was safe and he was being held and it felt like enough.
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The rest of
that day had been spent in relative silence. Lucius
brought by books, nothing like text books, but what appeared to be the wizarding
equivalent of a juvenile detective novel. The
one Harry was currently reading was called Orwick, the Half-Sized Auror, and the
Case of the Biting Toilet. It was about
a teenage wizard who was home schooled and went around a muggle village solving magical
mysteries, while trying to keep his identity as a wizard secret. It wasnt bad actually, childish, perhaps, but
entertaining.
When the sun
rose through the windows the next morning, Harry woke to find a pair of trousers and a
shirt folded at the end of his bed. He looked
at them suspiciously, but eventually decided that the idea of wearing real clothing was
too enticing and he pulled them on. The
trousers were black and loose on him, the shirt was lose as well and the kind of pale
green that made his receding tan look sickly.
Lucius entered
the room and Harry turned around, preferring to have his back to the mirror than to the
Death Eater. Lucius stopped and surveyed him. I cant say that colour really suites
you all too well, I had thought... but I suppose theyll do for now.
Harry couldnt
think of what to say. He imagined that he was
biding his time until he could think of a way to escape, but in truth, he just wasnt
sure. All he knew was that he was following
Lucius down the hall to apparently have breakfast in an atrium, whatever that was. The walls of the hallway were covered in dark,
antique looking wall paper. He touched it and
it felt smooth, not wrinkled and crackled like hed expected. Lucius continued to
smile, My ancestors built this home. It
was my great great great Uncle Malak who decorated this wing. He lowered his voice slightly as they passed a
painting of a large, ugly looking witch with a black lip-hair, He was the first of
the Malfoys to split the Manor into two wings, one for himself and one for his wife,
but she made him put her painting in it so that she could always keep a watch on him. She was an ugly woman, but a brilliant witch. None of us has ever been able to remove the bloody
thing.
Before he knew
what he was doing, a laugh escaped. Hed
forgotten what it sounded like when he laughed, but the idea of Lucius Malfoy and himself
walking amiably down a hall, sharing Malfoy family history was simply too much for him to
take in.
The atrium
really was lovely. It was a large, circular
room filled from top to bottom with plants of all kinds.
Some Harry recognised, some he didnt, but he never doubted that they were all
magical and that many were probably very deadly. Breakfast
had been set on a table in the very middle and consisted of two eggs over-easy and two
slices of toast with butter, and jam in several flavours at the centre of the table.
After they had
eaten, Lucius simply insisted on showing Harry around the Manor, making sure to point out
that of course all doors and windows were warded against his escape, though he said it
pleasantly enough, like he was stating a well known fact instead of a warning against
attempts. There was a large family dining
room, which Lucius used only when Draco and Narcissa were there, a sitting room connected
to a large library, a conservatory that was as sunny as the atrium, but with fewer
flowers, a parlour that was neither flowery, nor sunny, but seemed somehow homier than the
rest of the house.
By the time
they made it back to his room, it was time for tea and Harry was exceptionally exhausted,
not having spent this much time out of bed since before his capture. It was a wonderful feeling and after a small cup of
tea and a biscuit, he lay down and fell into a fitful sleep among the comforters,
momentarily finding it easy to forget that he was still a captive.
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Orwick had
just been trapped by the muggle that he thought was responsible for stealing the expensive
heirloom vase that held the spirit of a nasty poltergeist when Lucius announced that they
were going to take a walk in the atrium. It
had become usual, over the past few days, for this sort of thing to happen and Harry had
easily fallen into the routine. At night he
suffered from nightmares, but when he woke the next morning, Lucius chased them away with
breakfast and conversation. It was becoming...
pleasant.
I... He wanted to say that he wasnt ready, please
wait just a little longer, but it wouldnt help, would it? He should be thankful that he had gotten what he
had. Nearly two weeks of reprise from torture.
Lucius shook
his head and put a hand out, touching Harrys jaw with the tips of his fingers. Im going to kiss you, Harry.
Without
waiting for a response, he pressed in, touching his lips to Harrys softly, working
them together until Harry opened his mouth instinctively and found a warm tongue against
his own, massaging and moving just that much, just enough to make its presence known. A betrayal of thought stole into Harrys mind,
only half finished, but hanging there, If he were going to be gentle about it, then
maybe...
The thought
was cut off as Lucius retreated, gazing at Harrys flushed face with that smile and
half-lidded eyes. Harry groaned in
frustration, both from having it taken away and from the realisation that he wanted it
back. Its a lie. Its all a lie.
Lucius moved
his thumb over Harrys moist lips. And
what if it is, does it really matter?
Did it?
Harry didnt
have time to think further because Lucius was kissing him again. When he finally pulled back this time, some
indeterminable amount of time later, he straightened up and dropped his hand from Harrys
face. I assume that you know the way
back to your room?
Harry nodded,
dazed and Lucius left. Left him standing in
the middle of the atrium with his mouth tasting like Lucius and his groin stirring with
the unfamiliar tingle of arousal.
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Harry had
expected the kissing to lead to other things very quickly, but it didnt. Lucius seemed perfectly content to take him on
walks around the manor and kiss him, very occasionally with the use of tongue. Harry was deeply confused. It was quite obvious from the tent in Lucius
trousers that he wanted more, so why didnt he take it?
To make
matters worse, Harrys own body had betrayed him entirely. It had the nerve to become aroused when Lucius
kissed him and sometimes even when they were just in close proximity. Actually, he was having that exact problem while
they were walking through the halls to the dining room for diner.
The
Ministry is entirely incompetent. Not that Im
complaining, it makes my position much easier, but its embarrassing to the wizarding
community at large. Really, they seem to be
under the impression that Gregory Gorfell is a Death Eater.
I dont believe you know him, but Ill assure you that it is more
ridiculous than when they arrested Stan Shunpike. This
is why I support the Dark Lord, Harry. If the
Ministry even had a single brain between them, then we would hardly have been able to
raise him, let alone bring him back to full power.
When
everything is finally over and the country is being run with a firm hand, things will be
much better.
For who? Of course, he knew better than to say it out loud. When Lucius was ranting about the Ministry and the
war, Harry tended to keep his mouth shut, listen and observe. Maybe he could learn something that would be of use
later. Something that could help him escape. Something that could save lives. Just something.
Which
reminds me, I have an attack to attend. Harry
didnt realise he had stopped walking until Lucius turned to look at him, still
smiling as pleasantly as always. Whats
the matter, Harry? You look awfully pale.
An attack. Who were they attacking?
You
neednt worry yourself over me. Its
a very simple affair, really; a recruiting mission.
He walked up to Harry and put a finger under his chin. A few well placed Cruciatus Curses, perhaps
an Imperius and itll be over. If were
lucky, we wont even have to kill anyone.
Lucius kissed
lightly him and took a step back, Now, what was I saying? Oh, yes, youll have to stay in your room
while Im out. Usually I wouldnt
be...
Why are
you doing this?
Lucius raised
an eyebrow, nonplussed by the interruption, Mr. Fairwater has been very
uncooperative as of recent. All we want is a
little inside information and he seems to think that being noble is going to get him
somewhere. Probably a Gryffindor...
No. You... you toss around Cruciatus and the Imperius
Curse like they were Accio. You torture and
kill without blinking an eye, but you wont... I mean, its obvious you want me. I can tell, but you just kiss me and... and why? Why dont you just take what you want? I can hardly stop you. I dont want to stop you. But he didnt say that, because it was
admitting too much.
Take? I am a Malfoy. Lucius Malfoy in point of fact, and
I do not have to take what I want, it is offered to me.
Now, no more silly questions. If were
to manage lunch before I leave, I daresay we should start.
Its such a gloomy day out, why dont we go to parlour and Ill turn
on some music. Something seasonal.
It was offered
to him? Did he expect Harry to offer himself
to him? He couldnt possibly! But there was what he had said that first day
Id rather have you strong and willing and then there was the
nagging, unwanted arousal in the pit of his stomach told him he very much could. He told it to shut up and, much to his
disappointment, it did.
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Voldemort had
missed him. Harry sat at the breakfast table
in the atrium, listening to the Dark Lord speak with Lucius as if from a great distance.
He has
made progress.
Yes, my
lord. Though, I fear Fenrir did extensive
damage to the boys sense of self-preservation.
Give me
time, my lord.
Voldemorts
mouth twitched upward in a smile and Harry fought back a shudder of pain as the fingers
brushed against his cheek, Take all the time you need, Lucius. I do trust you.
Then he left. Harry hadnt known what to think of that. Hed expected a great many things when
Voldemort walked into the room, proclaiming that he had missed Harry. Hed expected to be fucked, at the least,
probably for several hours. Hed expected
some kind of torture. He had not expected the
Dark Lord to question his recovery progress and then leave.
Lucius smiled
at him and raised an elegant eyebrow, Arent you hungry?
Harry shook
his head. No, I... What does Voldemort want?
Now,
Harry, thats for him to know. Youll
just have to trust that I have your best interests in mind.
You...
but he couldnt finish it, because the idea was ludicrous. Lucius had his best interests in mind? Like hell! Being
let go was in his best bloody interest, not sitting around a manner waiting to be raped
and tortured or worse. He didnt know
what Voldemort was waiting for, didnt know what he wanted, but he knew, above
anything else, that Lucius was loyal to that monster and that whatever they had in store
for Harry was not in his best interests.
Dabbing his
face with a napkin, Lucius stood up, Well, I have work to attend to. You can find me in my study if you have need of me. He paused and then walked to Harry, cupping his
face and kissing him full on the mouth, slipping his tongue inside for only a moment
before pulling away and patting him on the head.
As Harry
watched the blonde aristocrat walking off, something snapped inside him. Without even thinking about it, he grabbed his half
empty glass of orange juice and threw it at Lucius, watching in horror and triumph as it
shattered on the wall next to his head, splattering him with pulp and shards of glass. Oh, god, what had he done?
Lucius turned
around and Harry backed up, tripping over his own feet and gripping the back of his chair
to keep himself standing. Im
sorry, I... But he didnt get a
chance to finish it. Lucius had grabbed him by
his upper arm and started dragging him, through the door, down the hall, two rights, a
left, up a set of stairs. They stopped
abruptly outside of the door to Harrys room and Lucius opened it, forcefully shoving
Harry inside and around to face him.
He had just
enough time to register that Lucius was really angry before the back of Lucius
closed fist connected with the side of his face, sending him crashing to the floor. He stared at the carpet in shock. He shouldnt be surprised, Lucius was a Death
Eater, he worked for Voldemort, the man who wanted him dead.
He should be relieved that Lucius had finally shown his real colours. But he wasnt.
He looked at the intricate weave of the beige strands in front of his nose until
the door closed with a loud slam.
His face hurt. It was hot and throbbing and the pain was getting
worse as the seconds ticked by. A splat of
blood hit the carpet and he stared at it in awe. He
hadnt seen his own blood in weeks now. Hed
almost forgotten how red it was. Seconds later
he saw something else hit the carpet, something clear.
It took him a moment to realise he was crying and once he realised it he couldnt
stop.
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Orwick was
hunting down a man who had charmed Rubber Ducks to viciously attack people. One muggle had had his entire finger bitten off and
a Mediwizard had to put it back on and alter his memory.
It was two
days before Lucius came to let him out. Two
days of no food and only the water that he drank out of the bathroom sink. Hed had a lot of time to think. Hed thought about his time with Voldemort and
about the abuse and the pain and the touching that made him fall apart and crawl away,
anything to get away from it. Hed
thought about his time with Greyback and about being chained to a bed and passed around to
children younger than himself and the terror of knowing that when he wasnt being
raped by someone else, he was being raped by Greyback and tortured and cut and hurt. Hed thought about his friends, probably still
back at Godrics Hollow, trying to find him.
They had
probably searched Malfoy Manor at some point already, when he was first taken, but would
they again? He doubted it. For the first time, he really doubted it. How long had it been now since hed been
taken? At least a month, maybe two. If they hadnt found him yet... What was it
that Moody had said? If someone goes missing
and you cant find them the chances that theyre alive decrease after twenty
four hours. What were the chances after two
months and with the war to fight, that they would really be able to keep searching for
him.
Then hed
thought about Lucius. Lucius who had fed him,
talked to him, told him stories to cheer him up, gave him books to read, took him on
walks, kissed him, but never demanded more, never even demanded that really, because Harry
had never tried to pull away or deny him. They
werent coming for him and if he had to choose between Voldemort, Greyback, and
Lucius, hed take Lucius any day. Hed
give Lucius anything. Anything to keep him
from getting angry and violent again.
So, when the
door finally opened, Harry was so relieved that he dropped the book he was reading and
threw himself at the man, grasping him around the waist and burying his head in Lucius
strong chest, mumbling apologies and begging for forgiveness. There was no hesitation in the tall wizards
movements. He put a hand on Harrys chin,
tilted his head up and kissed him. It was
forgiveness, as easy as that. No tasks
demanded of him, no yelled, cursing, no more hitting, just two days and a kiss and he was
forgiven.
He moved his
arms to wrap them around Lucius neck and kissed him back, passionately, willing to
give him anything. Anything to keep from being
sent back to Greyback or Voldemort, anything to keep the man happy, or whatever passed for
happy in the mind of Lucius Malfoy. The older
mans hand rested on his hip for a moment before sliding back and cupping his arse. The thought of giving into that was frightening,
but the idea of what would happen if he didnt was terrifying.
One of Lucius
fingers moved to lay over his crack and Harry surprised himself by moaning. He surprised himself even more when he realised it
wasnt forced, or even an automatic reaction. If
anything he should have flinched, or pulled away at the touch, but there was something
about the way Lucius was massaging his mouth with his tongue and the way he smelled sharply
of sweat and some expensive cologne that made it difficult to do anything other than press
himself closer and breathe more deeply.
When they
finally separated, it was Lucius who had pulled away and Harry found himself disappointed,
despite his best efforts to the contrary. A
pale hand brushed the dark bruise on Harrys cheek and Harry did flinch then, at the
memory of having made Lucius angry and the threat of what would happen if he did it again. You have not eaten.
You
havent given me anything to eat. Harry
could have bitten his tongue off, but Lucius only smiled placatingly and took the smaller
mans hand.
Well,
then, I will have to remedy the situation. It
was as if the pervious infringement had never happened.
Lucius took him to parlour and ordered sweets before the meal and Harry had eaten
them, because he was so desperately hungry and he loved sweets. Afterwards hed been tired and Lucius had
taken him to his room, where he had lay down, fully clothed, and gone immediately to
sleep, vowing never to outburst again, because it simply wasnt worth it.
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Youll
never prove it was me, Orwick Penderworth. I
didnt use my own wand.
No, you
used the wand of a dead man, a Mr. Robert Sheffield. I
wonder if the Aurors will be able to trace his death to you?
You
little...
Ah, ah,
Mr. Corrigan, I left the wand with my friends and if I dont return in ten minutes,
theyll take it to the Ministry Magic. There
was just one thing I wanted to know.
Harry?
Harry looked
up from where he had been reading, curled up on a chair in Lucius study. Hm?
Lucius looked
at him from across the room, one eyebrow raised in question, Ive called for
you three times already.
Oh. Harry closed the book and set it down, Im
sorry, it was getting good...
He stopped,
because Lucius had stood up and walked over to him, that hungry look in his eyes again. The kissing had moved on to groping. Lucius liked to touch him, running hands over his
arms and back and abdomen. Occasionally, the
older wizard would deviate and squeeze Harrys arse, or brush his fingers against the
boys cock.
Harry couldnt
hold back his pleased moan as Lucius kissed him now. It
was wrong that he enjoyed it, he knew that, somewhere, it just didnt seem to matter
when they were together. A hand stole down and
pushed up Harrys shirt. Warm fingers
pressed against his stomach and moved around to his back, pulling him up and onto his feet
so that they were standing chest to chest.
His Harry. Lucius Harry.
Closing his eyes, Harry tried not to think about it, tried not to accept it as the
truth that it was becoming. Every day that
passed left him fewer and fewer defences against the man.
Every time they kissed, every time Lucius touched him, he was becoming more and
more aware that he didnt just want him.
Please,
Lucius.
Please,
what? The hand caressed the bulge and
Harry felt his legs going weak. What do
you want from me, Harry?
The way Lucius
said that should be illegal, unforgivable. I
want... I need you.
Need me,
do you? He was outright stroking now,
moving his fingernails over the fabric covering Harrys balls while he worked the
palm of his hand over the cock. What,
exactly, do you need me for?
Harry whined,
clutching Lucius shirt desperately, Need you to show me. He hoped that was enough, because even those few
words had cost him a great effort. He should
have known better. Lucius stopped moving his
hand and was simply staring at Harry with one perfectly manicured eyebrow, raised
inquisitively. If Harry hadnt been able
to feel the older mans bulge against his hip, he could have thought they were
discussing pottery for all the interest Lucius was showing.
If he said
anymore, there would be no denying it. If he
went that one, simple step further, there would be no turning back.
Harry thought
about his friends, who were probably looking for him, worried about him, wondering what
had happened to him. He thought about
Dumbledore and how he had died for this cause, the cause of killing Voldemort. He thought off all the Aurors that still worked
together under the Order of the Phoenix, trying to do what their fallen leader would have
wanted. Harry had been one of them, but what
was he now? A captive to Death Eaters, a whore
to Voldemort and anyone he chose to give Harry to. The
chances of rescue slim and escape was all but impossible.
He could keep trying or he could...
Lucius started
to pull away from him, sensing the hesitation and Harry opened his eyes, not having
realised hed closed them and looked into the grey depth of Lucius eyes. Hed made his decision. I need you to fuck me.
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Lucius had
been biding his time for days. Weeks. He had coddled and pampered the little Gryffindor
hero and everything was finally coming around. Not
that he had expected it would be easy, but he only had so much patience when dealing with
children. In fact, when Potter had hesitated
in saying what he wanted, Lucius had been very much on the verge of summoning a house elf
to kick out of frustration. Then, just as he
was beginning to feel that all hope was lost, Potter did something miraculous. He opened that perfect, pouty mouth of his and said
six magic words.
I need
you to fuck me.
Taking his
hand from Potters erection, he began to undo the loose fitting trousers, just enough
to delve his fingers into them and feel the heat of that hard flesh against his palm. The boys tongue moved greedily around his
mouth, practically begging Lucius to continue. That
was what Lucius liked about boys, they were eager for the taking, they wanted it fast and
when he drew it out they begged. Men tended to
be far more patient and if there was one thing Lucius did not appreciate, it was an even
playing field, especially in bed.
Lucius wrapped
his fingers around the boys erection and stroked it, memorising the feel of the
pulsing veins against his hand and Potter pushed himself forward into the touch. Such an eager child.
Pulling away almost entirely, Lucius looked down into Potters bright green
eyes, clouded with lust, and smiled inwardly. Everything
was going as planned, but hed think about that later, now it was time for him to
enjoy the spoils of all his patience.
I would
say that we should take this to a bedroom, but I somehow doubt you would last that long. He saw the little shudder that ran through the boy
and remembered what kinds of things had happened to him in bedrooms. That was very interesting and had the potential to
cause problems, but then there were a great many places that one could fuck in Malfoy
Manor without stepping foot in a bedroom.
Sit on
the couch, Harry.
Potter sat
quickly, his legs slightly parted and his trousers open, revealing the barest trail of
dark pubic hair over the white rim of underwear. With
as much grace as he could manage, considering the situation, Lucius sank to his knees
between the boys legs and forced them wider to accommodate him. Potter groaned and let his head fall back, exposing
his pale neck. With a feral grin, Lucius
leaned forward, latching into the column and sucking, scraping with just a hint of teeth
across the sensitive flesh.
For a moment,
Potter tensed, but he relaxed just as quickly, accepting that Lucius didnt mean to
hurt him that way. Although Lucius was very
aware of what was going through Potters mind, he forced himself to continue. The boy was going to be his, fully and completely. He was going to trust him, if only because he
needed him. Memories of some flee-ridden pack
of werewolves would not stand in the way of what Lucius wanted. Nothing would.
While Potter
enjoyed the attention Lucius was lavishing on his neck, the blonde wizard began
unbuttoning his shirt and slipped a hand inside, running his nails over a hard nipple. Potter arched up, panting and Lucius pinched it,
twisting the little nub. Do you like
that?
The boy had
the most delicious whimpers, full of need and practically a plea all on their own. Y... yes.
Lucius rolled
the boys nipple between his fingers, pulling slightly before letting it go and
moving his mouth down, tonguing the heated skin. Potters
hands moved from clenching the sofa to gripping the back of Lucius arms instead,
pulling at the expensive fabric of the shirt. As
much as he enjoyed the reactions he was evoking from Potter, he did have a care for his
clothing and if this kept up the shirt was going to be stretched out of shape or torn
entirely. Leaning away, he quickly shrugged
off his cloak and unlaced the top of his shirt, pulling it over his head.
With a little
more fumbling than was strictly necessary, Potter managed to pull his own shirt off,
tossing it away. He bit his lip and looked at
Lucius with expectant eyes and far be it for Lucius to deny such an eager young specimen. Delving his hand back into Potters trousers,
he stopped himself short of kissing the boy, instead watching his face closely, watching
the expression, the dilation of the pupils and the twitch of the mouth, making sure that
his advances were not making the boy unsure. He
was only going to have one shot at this, if he failed in his attempt, if the boy didnt
trust him, didnt lean on him completely, then he would have to give him back and
Lucius hated giving back what was his. However,
there was nothing like reluctance or regret in the lidded expression on Potters
face, only open lust and reckless need.
Lift
your hips. With a twisted grin, the
blonde wizard slipped the trousers and underpants over Potters bony hips and down
his spindly legs. He always was a thin boy,
but due to the starvation he had suffered at the hands of Greyback, Potter was even more
unnaturally thin than before. Of course, he
had gained some in the past weeks and another month would see him back at a healthy
weight, but until then Lucius would have to put up with jutting hip bones and knobbly
knees.
Potter reached
forward, as if to help Lucius take off his trousers, but Lucius knocked the hands away,
Patience, love, well get to that.
Potter whined,
but dropped his hands back to his sides and leaned against the sofa while Lucius continued
to explore the young body below him. The
bruises and cuts left behind by Greyback had healed, but some thin lined scars were still
visible on the boys thighs. Not taking
his gaze away from Potters wide eyes, Lucius lowered his head and licked the small
scars, seeing the hard cock before him twitch at the attention.
Lucius tongued
the underside of the leaking cock and watched as Potters mouth dropped open and a
soft, deep moan fell from it. Wrapping his
lips around the head, Lucius felt the shudder of satisfaction as much as he heard it in
the hiss that Potter emitted as he dropped his head against the back of the sofa. There was something entirely too gratifying about
having the ability to reduce his lovers to a puddle with only his mouth.
Of course,
gratifying or not, Lucius had no desire to end this before it truly began and he didnt
doubt that Potter was going to come to his end very soon.
Then again, Potter was a teenage boy and as such could very well come to his end
several times. With that in mind, Lucius took
the head of Potters cock into the back of his throat.
The boy arched half off the seat and his nails tore through the fabric as he came,
screaming wordlessly.
Sucking the
boys seed, Lucius waited till the member began to go limp in his mouth before
pulling away. Sucking cock could be such an
undignified act, but he could at least make it that much less of a mess by swallowing. Besides, a Malfoy never spat. It was rude. Potter
was breathless above him, look down with hero-worship written all over his adolescent
features. It was all turning out so perfectly.
Are you
ready to begin, Harry?
The green eyes
became impossibly large, B... begin?
Lucius stroked
his hand down the tanned cheek, not missing the way the boys head tilted into the
touch. That was hardly more than an
introduction. Now, be a good boy and lift your
feet onto the sofa.
He put his
hands on Harrys thighs and pushed them back and open, just enough to make the boy
feel more exposed and more open. You
look so absolutely delicious lay out like this.
The boy blushed brightly and Lucius grinned, taking on hand off a thigh to cup
Harrys head as he kissed him. Hold
onto your legs.
There was a
moments hesitation and had Lucius been in his right mind, or if he had had sex
anytime in the past month, he might have taken a step back and re-evaluated his plan. As it was, he ignored it and instead determined
that he would have to speed things up just a bit so as not to give the boy time to rethink
anything. A quick summoning charm and a small
decorative bowl appeared at Lucius side. He
opened the lid and sank two of his fingers into the slick substance within. It could have been the best lubrication that money
could buy, as it was, it was a gift that Severus had given to him some years ago. The smallest amount of which was enough for the
roughest sex and it never dried out. Sadly,
there was a little under half of it left. Perhaps
Lucius should ask for more some time soon.
To distract
the boy from what he was doing, Lucius leaned forward and kissed him just before sliding
one finger down his arse and slipping it inside the tight, puckered entrance. Potter started, giving a small, surprised gasp, but
quickly relaxed. Lucius didnt doubt it
was more from surprise than anything else. Neither
Greyback, nor Voldemort struck him as the kind to take care in preparing a victim for
rape, they also did not strike him as the sort to use lubricant beyond their own spit
unless it were strictly necessary.
Slowly, Lucius
worked his finger in and out, sliding it deeper by centimetres until it was firmly planted
to the knuckle inside Potters arse. Potter
squirmed uncomfortably, but not as if he were in pain, which was a good sign. There had been a chance that Greyback had done
permanent damage and that everything up until now would have been a waste. Lucius crooked his finger and move it in and out
until Potters eyes shot open and his body went rigid in shock, his cock coming to
immediate attention. Very good, no damage done
there, either.
Lucius ran his
finger past Potters prostate again and the emerald eyes rolled back into the boys
head in rapture. He was such a perfect
specimen, so eager and so ready. Lucius pushed
the second finger in, pulling his mouth away so that he could better hear the whimpering
moans. Oh, god. Oh, god.
The nails of
the boys hands were digging half moons into his thighs and Lucius moved one of the
small hands out of the way, licking the creased skin while he moved his fingers in and
out, finger fucking the saviour of the wizarding world in his parlour. Oh, the thought alone was delicious, but image...
well, he would have to preserve this memory in a pensieve to ensure that he never forgot
every nuance of the boys face or the twist of his body as he writhed in pleasure.
Im
going to fuck you.
Harry managed
a quick succession of eager nods and Lucius bit back a chuckle as he pulled his fingers
free and applied a small amount of the lubricant to both himself and the boy. Positioning himself, he braced the slender legs on
his shoulder and his hands on either side of the slim hips so that he could stare at the
youthful face as he sank his cock into Potters tight arse.
It was
incredible. For someone who had been passed
around a pack of werewolves like a wayward whore, Potter still managed to be tight and
hot. He sucked Lucius into himself, panting
and moaning that was becoming his mantra, Oh, god, oh, god. Fuck! Oh,
god.
Delightful
whimpers, oh, god, and that arse clenching and unclenching around him in an
attempt to relax was the only response he received. Not
that he needed anything more. With deliberate
care, Lucius pulled out several inches and sank back in.
Then, to his surprised, Potter grabbed him by his shoulders and yanked him forward
into a heated kiss. The thrust of his tongue
into Lucius mouth was almost violent. Potter
pulled back just as quickly as he had lunged forward.
His cheeks were bright pink, his eyes glazed, but focused, Do it.
As much as
Lucius wanted to insist that Potter say exactly what it was he wanted Lucius to do, he was
far too gone himself and it was all he could do to concentrate on fucking the boy at an
angle and pace that would be pleasurable for them both.
He took the time necessary to once again be thankful the boy was no virgin because
he started to thrust. Potters eyes half
closed, his throat emitting sounds that could be mistaken for nothing other than pleasure. Taking it as encouragement, Lucius picked up his
speed and pushed deeper on the down thrust, enjoying the tight ring of muscle contracting
around his cock at odd intervals as Potter tensed with each brush against his prostate and
tried to relax again.
Pounding into
the lithe form bellow him, Lucius felt like a randy teenager again and he knew it wasnt
going to be long before he came. Precariously,
he balanced himself on one hand and used to other to stroke Potter, revelling in fact that
he came almost immediately, clamping down on the organ still moving inside of him and
crying out loudly, practically sobbing with pleasure.
It was that sound that was Lucius undoing and he spilled his seed inside the
boy, imagining that he was claiming him for all time.
Perhaps he was.
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Potter was
sitting in one of the stiff chairs in Lucius study, his perfect little nose buried
in a book. Lucius looked closely at the
embossed tightly on the front, Orwick the Half-Sized Auror and the Case of the
Singing Tea Cosy. Was he still on that
childish tripe? There were bound to be better
things to read than that. Why, Lucius
personal library held the biographies of some of the greatest wizards of all times.
He frowned as
he watched the boys eyes move over the pages, seemingly entranced by what he was
reading. Harry.
Potter kept
reading.
Harry!
He looked up
this time, startled, Im sorry, what?
Lucius sighed,
You should be reading something more intellectually stimulating that Orwick the
Half-Sized Auror. That was written for
eight-year-olds, you know.
Oh, very
well. I suppose youll run out eventually
and perhaps then I can force something a little more cultured on you. Potter grinned at him mischievously and put the
book down, bending down the corner of the page he was reading. Draco would have a fit if he ever opened those
again and noticed that.
With grace
that Lucius would have thought impossible for someone his age, Potter stood from the chair
and over to him, sitting on the floor at his feet. What
are you planning to do for today?
The same
thing I do every day, Potter.
Try to
take over the world? The boy giggled
inanely at Lucius arched eyebrow. Its
from a muggle cartoon, Pinky and the Brain. Dudley
used to watch it all the time and at the beginning of every show Pinky would ask, what
are we doing tonight, Brain? and Brain would say... he stopped, his expression
falling in the face of Lucius stern glare, you dont really give a flying sod,
do you?
Lucius
harrumphed and turned back to his papers, If sod were flying around, I would most
certainly give a care. At the very least Id
have to avoid it to keep from soiling my robes. However,
I do not care for being compared to muggle childrens programming.
Harry frowned
and picked at his toe nails. He rarely wore
shoes around the house anymore, a sign that could be taken as him having given up the hope
of escape, or it could simply mean hed gone that much more barmy, but with Potter it
was very hard to tell. I didnt
mean to upset you.
Lucius put a
hand on the boys head and watched the frown melt into a content smile. The plan was working perfectly, even better than he
and Voldemort had hoped. When they had
captured Potter, Voldemort had tried many ways to kill him.
Hed held his hand over the boys scar for long periods of time, but it
became apparent that the only thing that was going to accomplish was driving the child
mad. Hed tried to curse him, but they
always backlashed in one form or another. Hed
even tried very muggle methods, such as strangulation, but the closer Potter came to
death, the weaker Voldemort felt and eventually he had given up. Until he knew what connected him to Potter and how
it worked, he wasnt going to risk killing the child, because certainly this was more
than a mere mothers love protecting him now.
They had
researched it, Voldemort taking the time to enjoy the boy and finding that there was much
to enjoy with his physical form back and a young, physically appealing enemy at his mercy. When they could find no answer, Voldemort had asked
Lucius if he thought he could turn Potter, if he could make him do Voldemorts
bidding. He could. He had done it before, although granted hed
never tried it with someone as stubborn and foolhardy as Potter, but that didnt mean
he wouldnt enjoy the challenge.
So, they had
devised a plan. Send the boy to someone who
had the time and energy to truly abuse and torture him.
Greyback had been risky, but the Lestranges had been the only other option and
Bellatrix probably would have killed the boy and claimed it was an accident. However, Greyback was an animal, albeit a werewolf,
and he was also very good at following instruction, especially when those instructions
allowed him nearly free reign over the torture of a powerful wizard.
From there it
was a simple matter of making the boy rely on him for everything. First wood and water, then entertainment, then
companionship, and finally his praise. Potter
didnt leave Lucius side, he cowed when it appeared the man was upset, and
beamed when he thought he had done something good.
In the last
week since they had begun to have a physical relationship, the change in the boy had been
monumental. He had gone from sulking around
the various corners of his rooms to following Lucius around like a shadow at his side. Potters laughter and raised voice could be
heard ringing through the manor as he listened to jokes and asked questions about
portraits and oddly decorated rooms.
For all of
that, Lucius was concerned. The change had
been so sudden that he couldnt help but wonder if it was due emotional trauma. Not that it mattered.
As long as he got the results he wanted, the Dark Lord would hardly care how sane
Potter was, but still...
Potter sighed
and leaned his head on Lucius thigh, playfully licking it before standing up and
returning to curl up on the chair with his book. It
would be interesting to see if things progressed the way Lucius hoped they would, because
if not, the results could be disastrous.
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But,
Lucius, I dont want to be a Death Eater. Potter
was standing in the middle of his room, wearing long black robes, holding a mask in his
hands that was identical to the one Lucius wore.
As I
explained this morning, Harry, you have a choice. You
can either choose to do as I say or you can choose to go back to being passed around to
Dark Lords and werewolves.
Potter pouted,
a very childish response to a very serious threat. In
the past month, the boy had shown clear signs that he was damaged beyond repair, at least
mentally. At some point during his stay with
Lucius, Potter had retreated into childhood. It
was an act that allowed him to escape the seriousness of the situation, but however
damaged he may be, the boy still possessed the power and knowledge that he had before. He would still be an asset, simply a temperamental
one and it was Lucius job to keep him from acting out.
I dont
want to do either. I want to stay here. Lucius saw the pout turn to a seductive grin and
knew what was coming next before his pretty little mouth even opened, I want to stay
and warm your bed.
Of course,
there were some parts of the boy that were indelibly older than the age he acted, such as
the seduction that he used to get what he wanted. If
the boy was in the mood to eat desert before meals, he offered to eat them off of Lucius
lap. If the boy wanted to go to bed and Lucius
was still working, he offered to go there naked. It
was childish in its own way and disturbing in others.
Youll
warm my bed later. For now, we are going to
see Voldemort and you are going to behave or I will be very displeased with you.
There were few
people there, far fewer than Lucius would have expected.
Fenrir Greyback, Severus Snape, the Lestranges, and another man that Lucius did not
recognise were standing around the room, glaring at each other as they waited for Lucius
to arrive with their newest recruit. Potter
tensed beside him as his eyes fell from one Death Eater to the next. Voldemort was sitting on his chair at the front of
the room, but had said nothing at their appearance.
Bellatrix
glanced around and stopped in mid conversation with her husband. Rudolphus followed her gaze and soon all attention
was on Potter. Bella was the first to step
forward. She ran a hand through the boys
mussed up hair, tightening the stroke to a grip when he tried to pull away. Such a pretty little boy now that youre
all dressed up.
Lucius heard
the boy literally growl. Putting a hand on the
boys shoulder, he looked sternly down at his young charge, Dont be rude,
Harry. Bella is family after all. Bellatrix grinned, but let go of Potters hair
and stepped back to her place in the lose circle.
The blasted
woman backing up did nothing to calm Potters tension, but he did stop growling,
which was a vast improvement. Voldemort
chuckled, I see that Lucius has finally succeeded in reining our wayward Mr. Potter. How are you this evening, Harry, anxious?
Harry looked
at Lucius again before turning back to Voldemort and giving a half bow, N... Im
nervous, my lord.
So
polite. Malfoy, my dear friend, you do work
wonders. The other Death Eaters around
the room bristled at the compliment, all save Severus, who appeared too busy watching the
scene unfold to care about what was being said. Harry,
you will look at me.
Potters
gaze immediately fell on Voldemort, his brow drawn together in a show of pain, but never
wavering, nonetheless. Do you come
willingly?
Potter looked
back at Lucius who nodded, arranging his face in a parental look of pleasure that made the
boy smile slightly before turning back. Whatever
would please Lucius would please the boy, that was what they had wanted. Yes.
Do you
know what it means to be a Death Eater, Harry?
Potter bit his
lip thoughtfully, It means that I do your bidding.
The Dark Lord
lunged forward, putting his noseless face mere inches from the boys. To his credit, Potter did no more than squint in as
show of pain that this closeness caused. It
means that you will kill for me. Are you
prepared to kill?
When Potter
did not immediately speak up, Lucius was afraid that he had misjudged the situation and
that Potter was not yet ready, but then the boy straightened himself, his posture becoming
sure. Yes. He looked back at
Lucius, his pride in himself clear from the smile on his face. Thank gods the boy was such an exuberant lover or
the strain of having to deal with him might have been too much for even Lucius to bear.
Then
show me.
With a wave of
his hand, Bella left the room and returned dragging something behind her. It was a young girl with brilliant red hair and
pale, freckled features; unmistakably a Weasley. She
was hunched over to cover her half-nudity, but when she saw Potter, her pale eyes lit up. Harry!
Then she faltered as her gaze fell on the mask he was holding. Harry?
Potter looked
back at Lucius and the older man smiled, saying, I am so very proud of you, Harry,
before handing the boy a wand. It wasnt
a real one, of course, this was a test. Potter
would say the killing curse and a green light would fire, but it wouldnt kill
anyone. If he passed, Bellatrix would dispose
of the girl and Potter would be branded, his own wand returned to him.
The girl stood
where she had been thrust in the centre of the room, looking at Potter in confusion as the
boy eyed the wand, most likely considering his options.
H... Harry?
Lucius
squeezed the boys shoulder and it was as if he had pulled the trigger on a muggle
weapon. Potter lifted the wand and the sound
of his voice shouting the killing curse bounced off the walls as light shot from the wand
and passed through the shocked girl harmlessly. There
was no sound in the room for several seconds after. In
truth, Lucius was surprised that Potter had done it. He
had expected the boy to turn the wand on Voldemort, or on Greyback, but instead he had
passed the test, firing the killing curse at an innocent girl who thought he was her
friend.
Bellatrix
fired the real curse as soon as she had recovered herself and the Weasley girls dead
body hit the floor heavily. Potter still didnt
move and Lucius began to feel apprehensive again. Had
he pushed too far? Had the boy broken
entirely? Before he could truly question
himself, Potter looked at him with wide, expectant eyes and a worried frown on his lips. It didnt kill her. Did I do it right?
Voldemort
laughed and Potter whipped his head around to look at the man standing next to him. You did fine, Harry. You passed the test.
Hold out your arm.
Potter looked
back at Lucius, who nodded, and then extended his arm, pushing his sleeve back hastily. Voldemort pressed his wand to the sensitive skin of
the forearm and casting the curse that would brand the boy as his. Receiving the Dark Mark hurt a great deal. Lucius had screamed, a young Severus had actually
cried, but Potter did neither. He bit of a cry
of surprise and then dug his teeth into his lip, riding out the pain as dark magic
ingrained itself into him.
When it was
done, Voldemort took out the wand that was so similar to his own and placed it in the boys
hand before taking his chin between his fingers and kissed him chastely on the lips,
Once a Death Eater, my beloved Harry, always a Death Eater. Never forget that.
Lucius couldnt
see Potters face, but he understood the tone of Potters voice. Never. And,
my lord? Voldemort raised one hairless
eyebrow and if Lucius had been looking, he might have seen the smirk on Potters
lips, Never forget that you killed my parents. Avada
Kedavra!
Bellatrix
outraged scream was cut off as Potter aimed the curse at her next and Greyback fell before
he could take a step forward. Lucius had
backed away from the boy, shock holding him in place.
Rudolphus, ever the clever man, grabbed his wifes body and apparated. The boy trained his wand on the stranger, then
hesitated and moved it to Severus, who stared back with even eyes. Lucius had never considered his friend to be a
stupid man, but to not move when a homicidal Harry Potter pointed a wand at you, was very,
very stupid. Then again, Lucius himself had
yet to apparate out of the chamber, so perhaps he shouldnt be pointing fingers.
Severus stood
motionless against the wall, Are you going to kill me, Potter?
Potters
eye twitched, I should. You killed him.
Severus
flinched, something that Lucius could say he had never seen his friend do. He ordered me to.
Severus
nodded, As you should.
Potter paused
for only a moment longer before turning his wand on the stranger and cast the killing
curse a fourth time, watching with satisfaction as the body fell to the ground. He turned back to Severus, his wand at his side. Go.
Lucius wasnt
sure why he hadnt done the same the moment the killing had started. He could only assume that it was shock, something
else a Malfoy should never suffer from. Potter
did not turn to him, but stared at the spot where Severus had disappeared from, his back
to Lucius. Im very tired, Lucius.
It was hard
not to start at the sound of that voice, so young and drained from having killed so many
in such a short period of time. Even Voldemort
would have been winded by the task. Lucius
stepped forward and tentatively put a hand on the boys shoulder. He needed to know if the boy leaned on him. With Voldemort gone, the ministry would immediately
start rounding up Death Eaters and it was not going to be easy to get out of it this time. Having Potter at his side, however, would make it
better. Perhaps we should return to the
Manor, then, and you can have a nap.
Potter
laughed, as full as he had the day before, running through the halls after Lucius, And
we could pretend nothing happened.
The boy turned
around and Lucius saw such determination in those green depths that it very nearly
frightened him. Precisely.
Lucius felt
something press into his chest and looked down to see the tip of Potters wand
pressed against it. I wont let
them take you, but I cant ignore what you are.
You
could allow me to leave.
Potter shook
his head and leaned up, kissing Lucius slack lips softly and smiling at him again. Im sorry. Lucius couldnt even say he heard the killing
curse, but he saw Potters lips move. Not
that it matter, because he was dead.