TBGC
He Defines Me
Chapter Eight
Draco lay in his bed, booked propped against a pillow, lazily scanning the pages. Being a Hogsmead weekend the others had left early that morning. As much as he had wanted to go he was far more interested in catching up with his studies and going to see Harry. It wasnt just that he found him attractive, either, he was funny, and he listened readily. It was probably the closest thing Draco had ever come to having a real friend.
He sighed heavily as he heard the door behind him creak open, "Go away." When there was no immediate response, he slammed the book shut, whoever it was knew better than to come in while he was studying, "Look, its not my fault if you..." He had turned around while speaking and the annoyed drawl quickly drained from his voice, "Harry, what are you doing here?"
Harry was standing at his door, breathing rather hard, as though hed been running, back pressed against the heavy wood, "We have to have sex."
Draco blinked, sudenly unable to move. Hed assumed it had to be important if Harry had made his way through the dungeons to find the Slytherin dorm. Not only that but to get into them. It wasnt that it was difficult, he just knew Harry hated leaving Severus chambers, in fact, he stayed five feet from the door at all time. But, they had to have sex? "Harry, not that Im complaining, but what are you talking about?"
Pealing his eyes off his friend, he looked around the room hesitantly, making sure no else was around, before walking over to the bed and crawling up on his hands and knees, "We have to have sex. You know, sex."
Draco backed himself into the headboard, Harry following him the entire way, keeping them nose to nose, "I know what sex is, but why?"
Harry sat back, looking defeated, "Severus said that I should have sex with someone my own age before I decide for sure I want him, and I know you like me, so I just thought..."
He should have been torn. Really, it was a horrible choice to have to make. Having sex with Harry would be taking advantage of the fact that he did not understand it. He might think he did, but all he really understood was the function, not the emotion behind it. Then again, he was a Slytherin for a reason.
Not giving himself time to further analyze the situation, Draco dove forward, planting his lips onto the other boy and immediately diving his tongue into Harrys half open mouth. As his tongue clashed against Harrys he tasted something small, metal and round, and pulled back staring openly while his mind turned the information, "You have a tongue ring?!"
Harry stared back, not in the least phased. He nodded and stuck out his tongue, revealing a small bar with a ball on each end sticking through his tongue. "Yup, I wanted the nipple ring, but Tom wanted the tongue ring. He says it feels good."
After a moment, Draco shrugged to himself, and grabbed the back of Harrys head, pulling him forward into a rough, deep kiss. Almost immediately Harry responded, moving his mouth against Draco and leaning towards him. The blonde worked his fingers into the hair at the base of Harrys neck, slipping his tongue between unresisting lips and using his free arm to pull the boy into his lap.
Once there Harry seemed to fall into place like a puzzle. Grinding his hips downward he was rewarded with a slight gasp from the taller boy, and repeated the action, feeling his own erection growing steadily larger. Draco removed his lips from Harry, both needing breath and wanting to taste his skin. Latching onto the soft neck below the collar, he nibbled softly and then harder.
With a gasp Harry stopped and pulled back, his eyes wide and confused, though by no means pained, "What was that?"
Draco pulled him back down, licking the spot and felt the shiver run up Harrys spine, "Does it bother you?"
Gripping the bed sheets Harry found himself boneless as Draco ran his nails lightly down Harrys back, "No, just never... oh god!"
Draco smiled to himself, hed found Harrys spot, towards the back where his shoulder and neck met, "No ones ever done that?"
"God, no, just dont stop."
Breathing on the moist skin, Draco pushed Harry onto his back and kissed him thoroughly before pulling back to enjoy the view of the flushed boy beneath him, "Dont worry, I have no intentions of stopping."
Harry clenched his fists into the sheets as Draco continued to
suck on his neck, pressing their bodies together, and unbuttoning harrys shirt as
quickly as his shaking hands would allow. Slowly, he began to work his way lower, stopping
to playfully bite at each nipple before continuing down his abdomen. At the pant line, he
looked up and waited till Harry looked down at him, seemingly more curious than
frustrated, Has anyone ever done this?
Harry looked at Draco for a moment, as though deciding the best course of action, before
nodding reluctantly. He grabbed the zipper with his teeth and slowly pulled it down, never
taking his eyes off Harrys, Who?
Harry moaned softly as Draco continued finished unzipping and began working his pants and
boxers down his thighs. Mister Malfoy, once.
Draco raised an eyebrow, stopping for a moment before grinning wickedly, Well, now,
if theres one thing I might be better at than my father... Dropping his head
down onto Harry and easing his throat to take him all the way into the back of his throat,
he delighted in the high pitched squeak that quickly turned into a low moan as Harry
clenched his fists even tight into the blankets.
After a few quick bobs of his head, he realized Harrys bony hipsm while attractive
were dangerous and likely to hurt him if he kept bucking up every time his cock hit the
back of Dracos throat. Slipping his arms under Harrys legs, the blonde gripped
his hips and increased the pace.
Slipping Harry out of his mouth long enough to wet a finger he nearly giggled at the
desperate sounds coming from the boys mouth. As he latched onto the cock in front of
him again, he swirled his tongue around the head and played with the underside, slipping a
finger down the cleft and slowly eased it into the waiting whole.
At the entry it clenched tight around him, squeezing as he worked it in and out and added
a second. Draco looked up for a moment, but Harrys face showed no pain, in fact, it
surprisingly showed nothing, it was blank, as though he were eating something tasteless,
or reading a textbook. Draco frowned but set to work trying to change that, hooking his
fingers slightly and moving them around in search of...
Oh my god!! Harrys eyes opened wide, bright green and fogged over
slightly at the sudden flashed of pleasure. What the hell was that?
Draco did it again, pumping his fingers slowly and angling them to hit the spot.
Thats why men willingly have sex with each other.
Harrys head dropped back to the pillow, his eyes rolling back into his head,
God, whatever, just keep doing it.
Pulling the fingers out with one more thrust, Draco moved up, and kissed Harry sloppily,
running his tongue around the inside of the other boys mouth as he positioned
himself for entry, You ready?
Rather than answer, Harry bucked forward, sucking the head of Dracos cock inside of
him. The blond let his forehead drop onto Harrys shoulder, taking deep breaths to
stop himself from cumming at the sudden tightness clenched around him. Looking back up he
saw the mischievous twinkle in Harrys open eyes and smiled back, Little
mink. He wasnt sure why, but he liked calling him that, maybe it was the way,
Harry acted, like a cuddly animal rather than a fifteen year old boy. How can you
take it so easily and still be so tight?
Harry bucked again, taking Draco halfway in and smiling brightly, Practice.
Draco dropped his head again as the Harry clenched muscles Draco didnt even know
existed, Stop that, or this is gonna be over before it really begins, When
hed gotten control of himself, Draco began to slowly push himself the rest of the
way in, and leaned forward, capturing Harrys lower lip and biting softly before
deepening into a kiss and starting a slow thrust.
As he thrust into the spot hed found before, Harrys eyes flew open and his
hands left the sheets, clenching onto Dracos lower back for a moment before he let
go. Draco looked at his apologetic eyes and took Harrys hand, placing back where it
was, You can touch me, you know.
Harry started to smile weakly, but it dropped as Draco once again thrust into him,
Ill touch anything you want if you keep moving.
Setting a steady pace, Draco tried to keep it slow, worried that he would somehow hurt
Harry. Despite whatever experience the smaller boy might have, he was still smaller, and
incredible tight, almost too tight. After a few minutes of the agonizingly slow fuck,
Harry finally gave in to his better judgement, Faster! Harder! God, please!
Draco decided he wasnt that worried and lifted Harrys leg onto his shoulder,
bracing his hands on either side of the boys head. Once he was sure of his balance
he began again, speeding up with each thrust. The faster he sped up, the tighter Harry
clenched his muscles. Dropping onto his elbows, he sped up more, grinding his lips onto
Harrys and reaching between their bodied, stroking Harry each time he hit the
prostrate, delighting in the way he responded, tightening in those impossible places,
squirming and moaning, Dont need it. Draco, Im gonna come.
He didnt stop, speeding up again, fucking at a near bruising pace as his orgasm hit.
He felt the warm semen splash onto his hand and slowed down, milking himself and egging
Harrys orgasm on until he was sure they were both finished. Dropping on top of the
smaller boy he breathed heavily, That was incredible.
Harry shoved him over onto his back, cuddling up next to him and closing his eyes,
murmuring his agreement as Draco stroked his hair languidly.
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It was like having a cat sleeping next to him. Harry kept purring and pressing his
head against Dracos chest, hed been doing that for over an hour. The sex had
been nothing short of wonderful. Harry could do things with his body Draco had never even
dreamed of, and he had some rather vivid fantasies. Moaning slightly at the memory, Draco
shook Harry softly, "Wake up."
Harry gave of a soft sound, something between a groan of reproach at having to open his eyes and a moan of pleasure as Dracos hands tugged on the nipple ring. "Why?"
"Cause you make too much noise when you sleep."
Lifting his head up, Harry gave Draco a sour look, "I do not."
"Do to."
"Do not."
Cupping Harrys face between his hands, Draco kissed him, soundly, "Snape must take a drought of the living dead if you dont keep him up." Harry put his head back onto Dracos chest, pouting slightly as he cuddled closer. Draco ran his fingers through his own mussed up hair and sighed, "Harry?" Harry looked up slightly, not taking his cheek off Dracos breast, "Would you mind telling me about Voldemort? I mean, theres a good chance Ill end up in his bed this summer, and Id kind of want to know what to expect."
Looking back down and closing his eyes, Harry thought about it, "Hes nice. Well, to me. I have board games, and my cage is huge, I can lay flat both ways, and its soft. If I wanted something, all I had to do was ask. But there were rules. I wasnt allowed to talk to anyone other than him, unless he told me to, and I couldnt leave the room, and I wasnt supposed to read."
"But you do?"
Harry nodded, and closed his eyes, "He cares for me. Even if he knew I think hed just take all the books away rather than punish me."
"How did he punish you?"
Hot breath blew against his chest as Harry laughed, "I got spanked a few times, but it was laughable at best, closer to foreplay than pain, or hed attach the cuffs to the bed and leave me there alone all day. At worst, I had to sleep in my cage that night, and he seemed to hate that as much as I did."
With some difficulty Draco managed to quell his nausea at the thought of anyone having to sleep in a cage. "Did you ever have to sleep with anyone else?" Harry nodded, but seemed uncharacteristically silent, and a stone settled in Dracos stomach as he remembered what Harry had said earlier, "It was Father, wasnt it?"
After a moment, Harry sat up, "Yes. Just Voldemort and your father, no one else."
Draco took a deep breath and propped himself up on the headboard, "Harry, were you ever allowed to say no?"
For the first time that week, Draco saw Harry look floored, as though a hes been hit in the stomach by a rather fast broom. "No?"
"To sex? Did you ever say you didnt want to?"
Harry stared at Draco as though he had gone mad, "Why would I?"
Shrugging the blond felt the nausea returned, "I dont know, if you felt sick, or you just werent in the mood. Didnt he ever ask?" When Harry shook his head, Draco took a long breath. His summer was looking worse and worse. Maybe he could convince Dumbledore to keep him here. "Does talking about it bother you?"
"Should it?"
"Maybe" Draco put his arm around Harry and pulled his head down into his lap, stroking his hair, "Did you like it? Having sex with Voldemort, I mean."
Harry shrugged, moaning under his breath, "I dont know. It wasnt like just now. Ive never felt like that before. It hurt when I was younger, but I got used to it. Now it doesnt really feel like anything. Its comfortable, I suppose, normal, it makes me feel like everything is okay. But I dont miss it."
Draco tried to imagine Harry not feeling anything during sex, but gave up. He had been so responsive, "How old were you when you first did it?"
After what felt like a long time, Harry answered, "I was eight when we started having sex for real. But I always knew we would. Hed do things to help prepare me for when I was old enough, hed tell me what it would be like. When I was six he let me suck him, because I wanted to. I teased him for days, licking my food rather than just eating it. I wanted to make him happy, and he seemed to really want it."
With a soft chuckle Harry nuzzled Dracos cock through the covers, playfully nipping at it as Draco had his neck. The blonde moaned in response and his hips thrust slightly, "Thats not fair."
Harry pulled the covers back with his teeth, running his tongue around the hardening length, "Why not?"
"Because you had sleep, god, just like that."
Humming around the erection, Harry pulled his mouth off it, dragging the tongue ring up the underside, and sat in Dracos lap, pulling the boys fingers around his back and down to his ass, coaxing them to prepare him. Draco felt around inside for the prostate and was rewarded when Harry clutched his shoulders hard, digging his nails involuntarily into the flesh and sucking hard against the neck.
After a few minutes of watching the body above him thrash around, Draco pulled his fingers out and positioned himself, only to have Harry put a staying hand on him, sudenly looking him in the eyes, a mischievous twinkle behind the green, "No."
With a growl of frustration, Draco pushed him onto his back and lay above him, looking down with a mixture of disbelief and pain, "You little minx, you meant to do that!" Harry nodded
and Draco fell against him, breathing in the candy scent of his skin and trying to will away his erection, though he knew it was impossible.
Leaning into Harrys ear, Draco licked it once, enjoying the shudder he felt against him, "Harry, if you dont want me to fuck you, why dont you fuck me?"
Before Harry could respond Draco flipped him over so that he was on top, looking as shocked as he had at the prospect of saying no, "You want me to...?"
Draco pulled him down into a kiss and nodded. A grin began to spread on the smaller boys face as he began kissing Draco again, and the blonde had to marvel that if Harry was even half as talented at top as he was on bottom it was likely to be the best fuck of his life.
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